Dedicated to Annie ♥♥

Dedicated to Annie ♥♥




HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR!
August 17th,
Meeting you was the greatest thing in my life(:
I could talk tu you almost anytime and abt anything!
You know almost everything abt me.
You were the first one tu see my new house this year
way before anyone else did! :D HAHA!
The big board last year shock me ttm
and its standing proudly on the shelf on top of my
study table in my study room !
You turn 18, and i'm still not of legal age yet>.<
You taught me a lot, and let me know
what friends truly are. Secondary days were the best isn't it?
Hoping and hoping and in the end we did
enter the same class tgt for four years! (:
You always looked out for me, taking care of me in sch.
I missed those phone calls late at night
where we would both chat till both our mums shout at us!
6 years and still counting!
HAHA! Friends for 4 years and poly-mates for 3 years soon!
3 more years and it'll be 10 years!
I never regret knowing you, being more than just friends,
knowing more about you, confiding in you, crying in
front of you. I never forget all that you did for me.
Writing me a letter that brought me tears before
i go tu Xiamen, rmb which pair of shoes gives me blisters,
rmb what i like tu eat most, what i dun like/can't eat.
I rmb how you just randomly meet me up and went tu
eat a lot with me this year when i'm depressed,
Lastly, we share so may common interests,
food, music, idols etc...
I want tu meet up with you so much! ♥♥

I love you because you are such a wonderful friend.
I love you because you always laugh at my jokes.
I love you because you always care for me.
I love you because you're pretty.
I love you because you made me a GREAT birthday present!
I love you because you're my BFF
And I love you simply because YOU'RE ANNIE ♥♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
ENJOY YOUR 18th BIRTHDAY! ♥♥

2 days of not so nice-working day:X

SATURDAY, 26 June

Went tu work at 11am.
Wedding lunch and my guests were perfectly fine and i had only one table.
6 pax at a table and they can finish the whole of the lunch for 10 pax.
They drank alot but very slowly. Only quicken their pace towards the
end of the wedding lunch and i had tu go in and out getting glasses and glasses
of white wine for the guests and the bride. They had all the wine they wanted
since the bride's family was into night-club business. SiMin went back at 5pm after
she got an aunty tu replace her. Well girl,i should have went back with you!
1-2 at night was the worst after one wedding lunch.
Abdul, next time you give me a special table, don't get me a reserve/table!
Nobody can cope with that and not messing up.
6 individual chinese, 4 veg sitting at a table supposedly easy since
you don't have to serve them and your susan would be the cleanest
but with another table that needs service, its a diff thing.
Lucky for me, i end my shift at 11pm and went home for a rest.

SUNDAY, 27 June

Went tu work at 12pm, helped Mum with the stg lunch
BF was asking if i'm sick when i am half sick, half tired.
HAHA! I'm super tired after two weddings!
Went back up tu 2nd flr at ard 3.30pm after ShiPing gave Suhaimi
Excelsis & John for turnover. 2 useless staff-.-
ShiPing is so damn obsessed with his Godfinger game ttm!
Rain, lightning,sun and floods! LOL!
He even refused tu see Rebecca's text when i wanted tu show him.
Door-girl with Yee Ping and my table was also okay.
Till after i serve noodles and clear my empty platter.
I fell:X Quite a hard fall considering i am still in the same amt of pain now.
Even after so many hours. I still feel the same as ytd. Unable tu bend and sit.
Sit for long time and stand equals tu hell for me.
The chefs were as shocked as Kim Hock seeing me sit thr for so long.
Thanks tu Kim Hock i stood back up and tried walking but the pain was so
overwhelming i sat back down as soon as i reach the soft drinks bar:X
Chefs were saying its impossible i can still serve but thinking only dessert
was left, i thought just bear with it till it ends.
So i took my bowls and spoons but my right hand was in a bad condition
after the fall so ShaoCong set the bowls for me. I just waited tu serve
the dessert and took it out as soon as can pick up.
Serve fast and went tu the office tu sit cos Kim Hock told me to.
Then stayed for turnover and did as light stuff as i could.
Could not bend tu pick up napkins/table cloth.
Drag the susan off the table instead of carrying it like i would normally do.
Sat down after turnover and right elbow was swollen and in pain.
Unable tu lift it up now, how am i going tu carry my bag and stuff these few days.
I'll see if i need replace this fri, sat and sun:X

Yup i know, i should update more often...
Plain lazy and work was just happening!
Elwin's incident of getting punched.
How agents staff turn BQT upside down.
How peaceful work will be without them.
BF was spot-on, without them, we're faster and more peaceful.
At least i can drink at the back when i want to.
With them, the only advantage is just having one table all tu myself
but what's the use? I still have tu take care of them cos ard me,
there wont be even one BQT staff in sight!
Benie said since i have so much bad things happening at work, why don't i quit?

10th June, Peaceful night at work without the agents.
Elwin said it was the best night ever.
He took the trouble with Abdul to get 2 cakes for Mum
cos it was her birthday(:

11th June, the disastrous day where agents came.
So many of them the canteen was flooded-.-
One staff at the other side of me was giving the guests and staff problems.
I didn't bother till towards the end when it was dessert time.
I told him tu serve first then clear then he gave attitude.
He went tu the back and BF told him tu take bowls rushing him.
Then the guests had tu take up the platter of rice for him!
IF you were tu list out the wrong things, my fingers wont be enough(:
I went tu the back and told Abdul about it then he actually ask me tu recognize him.
I'm like i dun even rmb how he looks like-.-
Went out and took a glance at his face and went back tu Abdul.
Elwin was pissed after hearing what i said abt the guests talking among themselves.
He just told the agent tu change his pass and go.
Then it went on and on and something bad happen.
After that, i had to be the translator for the china agent and Sunny.
After translating, i had tu follow them down tu Security.
I forgot the agent's ID card and had tu go back and take.
Then Elwin forgot the photocopy of the agent's voucher so again i have tu run up.
After running down, i realise one piece of the voucher was missing-.-
I just had a free session of exercise from the F&B office to lobby-.-
I was involved thru out the whole thing all the nosy aunties
kept asking me what happened and so on. But i just said its ok now.
Went tu the back and as promised tu BF, i told him the 'story' LOL!
He's so damn interested in it la! Kept asking me whenever i ran by the ballroom.
So i sat down while he set the glasses and i closed vouchers.
And i realised i still cat do 2 things at once-.-
When i am talking to BF, i cant close voucher.
Then i cant calculate the exact number of hrs and had tu ask him for help.
I kept whining all night for his Milo so he said if i told the 'story'
he would make Milo for me! HAHA! Good exchange so i finish telling
and closing the vouchers without a mistake:D HAHA!
Bf, made Milo as promised after turnover at supper:D
I swear he looks damn cool when he held the agent down(random:X)

20 June at work was equally irritating too.
9am at work and the wedding lunch was smooth just that the bride was troublesome.
There;s this agent supposedly helping Bf at the back but he's better
off not there cos he just sit thr and play with his phone.
Goes missing from time to time and slacks alot!
I didn't sleep well and was quite fed up with aunty in the morning.
Sometimes, they just piss me off. BP aunties too.
Went for dinner break and i asked BF for Milo.
He wasn;t making it so he said at night.
So guess what i have been holding out for, the Milo at supper! HAHA!
I was so freaking tired when i was doing the rehearsal for the
march in of the sword bearers before the couple with Jun Da.
They were a funny bunch of people, very nice and polite.
6 times of repeated opening and closing of doors cos they could not be in sync.
Finally they did it and they started planning their pranks on the groom.
Found out during work that one agent used the microwave for himself!
I was like wtf, i have been working for nearly 2 yrs i dun even know
how tu on the mocrowave at the kitchen and he knows how tu use it-.-
Kim Hock was so cool raising his voice at the agents.
They simply deserve it seriously.
Thankfully Abdul's changing them this week.
Hopefully when i go back in the weekends, better groom-ed people are seen:D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEIMEI!
Today's the 13th June which means its my meimei's birthday! :D
HAHA! Thanks for always listening tu my problems
and accepting all my jokes and also we have walked thru
the toughest times right?
I hope you had a great day:D HAHA!

Thursday, 10 June
Went to work today despite it being my Mum's birthday.
Don't get the wrong idea, i'm not as unfilial
cos my mum is working on that day too:)
Went home after EC class ended early thanks to teacher's bad throat:X
Headed to work with Mummy after we got ready,
It was the DHL buffet dinner and it was so damn slacked at work that day!
After rushing the report thru the night and did not sleep at all,
School+work = tired ttm!
Imagine waking up since 9am on wed and not sleeping till thursday 1am!
Slacked for almost 2 hrs cos we had tu wait for the seminar tu finish
before the guests would eat their buffet.
Elwin was damn funny cos he could not find me and did not assign me a
place on the buffet line. In the end, i got the one just outside the ballroom.
I sat in the food store and when the guests came out, i just stood thr.
Spacing out i guess till guests came to pass me their plates i start tu clear.
Realise that this woman will pack food so Elwin told me to watch her.
Thanks Elwin, that was the best job i can ever get:D
Watching is what i do best! HAHA!
So i really literally watched her and stare at her eat! I know i seem
really bad but she doesn't even care.
She switched places so i switched too.
I just followed her like superglue! :D HAHA!
Then she did not pack cos i was watching and this other woman told me
if i could give her the olives so i told her its against hotel policy.
She said 'you dun have tu pack it for me, it's ok just do your own stuff'
I realise i cant get thru tu her so i went in ballroom tu call for Elwin.
And Elwin told her that if she wants tu pack, ID please:D
HAHA! These guests are seriously the ones why our image is affected!
Turnover for the wedding on Friday and Abdul had a little celebration
for Mum since its her birthday. Elwin told me to frame up the signage
after i'm done eating the cake and he disappeared!
I couldn't find the frame and wanted tu open the closet.
Jianwei said he has the key so i told him tu open.
I stepped inside tu take the frame and shaocong trick me tu turning behind
and so i saw them close the door on me. Slammed the door shut, pressed their
weight on it and locked the door. Banging, screaming and crying inside
saying for the most number of times i am claustrophobic and beg them
tu let me out. Only when the housekeeping auntie passed by, thats when
i am free. Even though it probably only last for a minute
its enough to let me die from shock. Childish behaviour coming
from 2 guys who are alr older than me! Thats a prank you should
never play. Like what SiMin said, when someone says she's scared,you dun play with it. But apparently, they think its a prank they cannot miss out.
I wonder where i got the strength to push against the door
of the food store when they wanted tu barge in tu 'comfort' me.
Well, save those rubbish. Don't even start it in the first place.
I was okay after i let it all out and cry. Went back into the ballroom
and saw the extra frame that they help me tu take out.
Of course, i refuse tu use it. You mean i have tu get pranked on before
i can get that fucking frame. Went up tu the third flr alone and found no frame.
I shocked Elwin when i nearly bumped into him.
Asked him for the key tu the closet and went down tu open it tu take the frame.
This time, i bang every door i open or close so if you see any dents
when you next go back tu work, its me.
Found 2 frames and i framed up the signage.
Next thing that i do was show them i dun need their dirty fucking frame.
Took the frame back outside the ballroom and open the closet once again
and throw the frame back inside the closet right in front of them.
Thats what you get for playing with me.
Went home at 11pm, fucking pissed at the both of them.
Went out tu give Jun Da his voucher at the bar, ignoring the irritating calls
and just walking off after finishing my task.
Nightmares are on since then and there's nothing i can do to stop them.
Guess its going tu take eons before i dare tu enter lifts and toilet cubicles again.
I swear that i won't talk tu them ever again and true enough
i can joke and play and laugh with anyone in InterCon but them.
FUck off from me. Not my friend anymore, not even fit tu be a colleague.

It's been 4 days.
Packed with assignments. 15 June is my 'freedom' day!
Not really able to work in holidays too.
Reason: I have to attend classes in holidays!
WTF seriously-.- Like what Michelle said : Take away my holidays, don't give me better, just take them all la.
It's so true, what holiday is this? I dun even get tu rest.
My form of rest is working but apparently i cant even work.
I even had tu turn down Min Yi's shopping invite>.<
I started on ITA and i am done on the personal information part.
Now i have also done my evaluation on the web games using the rubric.
Now what's left? Posting it up on the ITA blog and doing the report.
SafeAssign too! And LA plans evaluation.
Thankful to those who constantly helped me along the way.

The post ends here about my updates cos below i am just writing angrily
so as a warning 'Don't read' !















No matter old or new, i know this house holds no more meaning for you to be here anymore. Because you feel that rubbish is worth more than you right? In my case i dun think so. Its just that you gave away your chance. Where were you on Monther's Day? You were in fucking Taiwan. Why? Cos you had to choose between friends and FAMILY and you CANNOT reject the offer of going there because your friend has paid for you. Face. Do you know what it means to parents? I dun think you do because you absolutely saved no face for your OWN parents. By making your friends pay for your travel trip because they WANT you to go, you think it is an honour to us parents that hey i have a daughter whose friends are fucking generous is it?Well, if you think it is so, think again you bitch! By having them pay, not only do you bring shame to your parents, you also make them lose face like they never did. Since young, you SEEMED to be the most matured, understnading things on your ownm, doing things your way, being smart, excel in your studies. So much so to the extent that Mum thought she didn't have tu at least WORRY about you. But look who's talking now? You are no longer the same. You know i used to hate myself when i compare myself to you because you seem to do well in almost what you study. You do so well in primary and secondary school, till the point that you got into JC and i thought i was never going to make it pass. When i could go to JC too, i told myself i would never choose the same path as you. Reason not being i dun like being in JC but because i wanted to stop getting myself compared to you! I thought if i went to JC, i would again tell myself i HAVE to be like you. I chose Poly and wasn't as smooth as you but again as i grow up i learnt something. What i used to hate is what i enjoy now. I used to hate myself because i felt i can never be like you, doing well and get Dad and Mum proud of you. Now, I love comparing myself to you. Because i do what i love in my school, i say what i want. And on top of that, i dun give my most impt ppl on this Earth HEARTACHES but you do! You treat this place as a hotel isn't it? If you say you don't and we are accusing you, i'll quit school and be your maid. You are fucking irritating to the point that i often tell friends i rather i have no sister! I even told Fi i would rather i am an only like him! He says there are pros and cons well of course but i would rather my parents have no daughter like you! Which daughter forgets Mother's Day? YOU! Which daughter treats her own home as a hotel? YOU! Which daughter doesn't even be bothered to address her own parents? YOU YOU YOU again! Can't you call them when you see them? Can't you have the courtesy to tell parts of what you did everyday? Can't you remember to talk nicely? You have been given a scolding by Mum but again i expected you to not last for 3 days. I was right! Fucking damn right about you. I gave lots of advice to Mum about you. I know those words are fucking hurtful to her but again thats who i am. You didn't piss me off, you straightaway killed me thats all. I am that kind of person i admit. The minute i lose faith in you, thats it. I have been fooled too many times in my 18 years of life i know more to lies. I won't know if you are telling a lie maybe due tu your fabulous acting skills but let me tell you, if i were to know, you can never imagine what i can do. Wearing a big fat fucking mask right in front of my face is what i do best. I won't show you my emotions, i won't let you have the feeling that i am trying to get info from you. Instead, you would feel like i am CONCERNING you and wants to know more about your life. Well, i really want to know more about the amazing wasted life you have. 21 years what have you been doing? If you cannot answer that, let me. You have been changing for the worst, wasting your life, turning into a spenthrift, insulting your own parents and successfully treating your FAMILY as hotel staffs whom you can dun give a damn about(: THats what you have been doing all these fucking years. Why did you change? How come you have changed to this point? What made you change? Who made you change? Didn't we give you enough concern? We did but you were the one who is shutting us out. You used to tell us what happen, now you don't. Mum knows what kind of a daughter i am. I am an introvert by nature and i am serious if you dun believe it. I dun voice out my thoughts as well as other people do. And when i don't get my way, i throw tempers. When i don't understand things, i break down. My sisters have the habit of telling. Total opposite from me yes but again now Mum knows i don't have the habit of telling. I love to keep. Secrets, happenings, everything about me. Dad once said i was the 'happy nut' of this family. I bring joy to him with my nonsensical stuff over the years. Even in my letters wrote to him i wrote nonsense stuff thinking that would make him touched. I tell funny, random and idiotic jokes during mealtimes to see my family laugh and smile. I say i would give treat when parents feel we are eating too luxurious stuff. I used to think i have a perfect family. Now i think that way to but i have a PERFECT FAMILY OF FOUR now. I should tell you all these heartfelt feelings of mine but i won't cos i thought you would be smart (just like you were) to figure it out. But again, i now know, that smart brain of yours has been long thrown away by you, replaced by that useless rusty brain now. That you can't take in advice or opinions. Carry on bitch, carry on one day you would come to realise that all this are not worth. Don't cherish something only when its gone. CHerish it while it is still with you. A piece of advice i know you won't take : Friends are important just like family are. But one most important thing. You can have another friend who loves you but would you be able to have another family who loves you as much as we do? Think about it if you even have the time. THere's this question that most people like to ask their boyf 'If your mum and I were to fall into the sea, who would you save?' If your boyf answers 'of course its you' to YOU, then you might as well dump him. You may feel happy he place you in front of his mum but think again, he can have a gf like you but can he have another mum like his? NEVER! FAMILY to me equates to Father And Mother I Love You. But to you, i think it equates to Friends And Man I Love You.
Fuck out of my life! You need us for MONEY thats all. Not LOVE! Since that's the case, why are you here? Gratefulness, appreciating efforts, you hold none!

Long time no see? Not really long actually, whatever:D
I just had 3 big baked potatoes at home!
How cool is that? Waiting for it to be ready in the oven!
It's the best food ever:D Maybe i shld eat that every meal?
HAHA! What nutrients does a potato have?

Enough about potatoes,
My life has been a bit relaxed without work.
But no work = no money!
Oh well, assignments obviously comes first.
The worst part abt studying: ASSIGNMENTS!!!
If only school meant making new friends only~
HAHA! Attachment was okay apart from the fact i have a LOUSY mentor.
Thats why i refuse to change to M____ in my personal info.
Gloryland is still the best seriously!
I love Joshua Gow ttm! Handsome, cute, smart<3
HAHA! I kept tweet-ing abt it all this while!
I should stop before Joshua stops telling me he loves me.
He like on par with Bryan in my heart. HAHA!
I have conquered EC's individual assignment thankfully
and now i just realise i ahve ALOT to catch up on
after the fact that i skipped school for nearly one month
only choosing to go for tutorials on thurs.
I see so many X on my attendance sheet ever since i
start to sign on them recently. I start having the
X X X X since the first friday that school reopen.
Don't ask me why. You shld be smart enough to know if you're my friend.
I gotten over it but it still stays every single day
but oh well, i shall not let it defeat me again.
I have resilience more than anybody else!
Just knew that there is this lady EM in BQT.
She cant work for nuts i heard but i would like to see for myself.
After 15th June i shall resume my workaholic spirit for one week!
HAHA! Hope i'm not too rusty by then:X
I miss work, the ppl there, the jokes and laughter and to add on the $$$!
$.$ HAHA! 15th june when DLE is done i shall start.
10th June is going tu be a special day
cos it's my mum's birthday! Preparing the gift with Meimei.
The big one i just fuck care. Made me lose sleep last night
with your silly actions and the loud scolding from Dad!
Why do you always fail to change your habits?
A leopard cant change its spots. This phrase was designed for YOU!
Having a study room now does not mean the computer can be on till forever.
It's not homework just shut the fucking computer off!
THere's obviously nothing wrong with playing games but
look at the time, sleep is never enough for me cos of assignments
and when i finally decide to be lazy and sleep early, i get woken up by
Dad cos he was scolding you to off the com! Like wtf, i want to sleep
but i cant cos i have assignments to rush, you have nothing to do,
you can sleep but you choose not to, If you have so much time want to help me out?
Woo~ Relax baby, it's over>.<

Whatever it is, i dun like you, your attitude, the way you behave, full stop.
Tmrw's the day i have been anticipating this week!
Sunday, finally i get to see those ppl i miss!
Those fun ppl at work. Hopefully most of them turn up:X
SiMin and MinYi is coming too! My two lovely ladies<3<3
Cant wait tu see you tmrw!
I'm a bit disappointed BF has to work and can't come.
YongQiang was invited but he has to book in on sundays):
Abdul has not replied till now and Suhaimi
ShiPing has to work too.
Richard has exams on the coming week.
Seems like alot of ppl are not coming right?
Lol, ordered food for 40pax and Mum is going to prepare more food on her own!
Sotong balls! And marshmallows.
Excuse me, you have guests geraldine mok. HAHA!
I booked the sotong balls ! :D
I shall start to finish my lesson plans and have them all printed out on Monday for submission on 10th June.
Meimei's birthday is coming too. On the 13th
What shall i get for her?
Maybe i see where i can get a song for sisters and sing it to her on her birthday

Shocked to see i'm back to posting?
HAHA! My life has been so happening i dun feel like
updating my friends or anyone around me.
Since ppl cant be bothered to ask, i cant be bothered tu tell right?
I mean its not as if i want tu tell too(:
School assignments are flowing in like a massive flood!
I thought it through, thought it well.
Thanks for all the support and encouragement from ppl who knew what happened.
For ppl who don't, well too bad, you are just not updated enough:D
Sometimes, it just takes less than 30 secs for you tu ask 'how have you baan?'
I believe i will tell you everything.
Thats why there are some ppl who knew what happen tu me and some who don't.
If you are still thinking abt the death of my beloved Great Grandma
please get that thought out of your mind(:
Couselling helped alot despite just being one session.
The words said during that half an hr was priceless.
Giving me constant reminder each time i stray from the correct path.
I once thought nobody would be able tu truly feel what i feel
till i met ShiHui who told me she was in the exact same situation.
So many ppl knew what happened tu me but ironically some that i thought
would be in wasn't even considered.

THANKS:
1. MingYang
Accompanied me right from the start! The meet-ups despite
you being tired from your training. Pushing me on when you know
i am already making my mind up tu end it all. Thanks

2.SiJia
Girl, you've been with me way before the death of my Great Grandma.
Walking through all the problems i had. You know them all.
I was totally lost when i lose her but you were there, comforting
me, caring about me, asking and calling when i wasn't in school.
Telling me how worried you were. Sorry for the down period when i promised
i would be in sch but failed tu turn up, i may have let you down but
now i can assure you, i am back on my feet, i won't attempt silly
things or thoughts like what i did in the previous month since the
end of April. Thanks for everything.

3.Amanda
The girl whom i can always rely on. Like SiJia, you were equally worried.
Texts tu ask why i wasn't in sch. I couldn't bring myself tu face up
tu the messages that you, fidelia and sijia sent. Guilty perhaps
that i entertained those silly thoughts of mine. I know you would
be the happiest tu see me get back up. You never abandoned me once despite
all those hard times. Last year, i was in the same grp as you
in projects. You understand my potential and willingness but suddenly
i lost it, you were the most concerned as tu why my drive and motivation was
gone just like that. You made me understand that nothing is impossible.
Sorry for letting you worry as a friend, heartache probably but still THANKS for
all that you have done.

There are many more significant ppl wh have helped. Ms Asha, ShiHui,Minyi<3, Bernice,Fi. Thanks for being in my life, wonderful ppl.

Okay, after 5days i am completely drained of energy.
Not even one full day of sleep after adding up
the number of hours that i sleep.
It was unexpected and definitely not what i wished for.
Walking the last 3 rounds at the wake, i cannot hold back the tears.
I am a strong girl and don't show my emotions.
Considering i was holding the hand of my pretty 7-yr old cousin,
i didn't want tu shock her with my overwhelming of emotions.
Looking at Gran for the last 3 times, it really hurts
to know that you can no longer see that face of hers, hear
that voice and feel that touch from her.
I regret not cherishing the time i have with her.
She came over to stay when there was this period that
Dad and uncle have tu take turns taking care of Gran.
I remembered how i rejected that idea like it was the worst of my life.
How i dread going home everyday because i dun want tu see her.
How i ignore her calls and pretend i didn't hear.
How i wish the maid could understand her so i dun have tu translate.
How i think she dirty my bed with her medicated oil smell.
How i hated having tu share rooms just because i have tu give up
my room with Meimei for her and the maid.
Then there was this shocking news that she was admitted tu hospital
where all the bad stuff start tu come.
How the doctor said she have less than 3mths and
i was so afraid she would be gone before CNY but she survived that.
Mum said its not good tu die ard big occasions.
She survived CNy but wasn't able tu avoid Qing Ming Festival.
She died on the very last day of Qing Ming.
There was this praying mantis who was discovered by Sebastian on Monday
and after that got scared away when ShuWen tried tu take a pic.
This morning, it was found on the flowers at the hall,
we shook the flowers, disturbed it but it just stayed there.
Left the flowers on the coffin and i went tu take a look.
I saw this amazing thing that happened.
It actually lifted its front legs and brushed past its eye as if
it was wiping away tears. Mum said it could only be two possibilities.
1. Thats great-grandmother
2. Ye Ye came and fetch Great grandma tu be with him
I wished it was the second one of course.
Headed tu the crematorium and the praying mantis was still on the flower.
The uncle covered the coffin with the red cloth and fling the mantis
away from the coffin tu the ground. I actually still saw the mantis stay
put on the ground not moving an inch. After the last rites,
we headed to the viewing hall, the part i dread the most,
walking there, i saw the praying mantis again facing the exit.
I was at the spot where i could see the whole process of the cremation.
Emotions flow throughout the hall as the coffin was moved closer
and closer towards the furnace. The doors opened
and the spark i saw and that was the last i saw of Great Grandma.
5 days at the wake was no easy task,
lack of sleep, lack of food and water,
If there is a next life, i still want her as my GReat Grandma.


Thanks to BF for all the 5days,
sorry i had tu keep disturbing you late at night.
And according tu you, technically you were only thr for 2days
but i think you should know thats quite enough.

Minyi, sorry i haven been texting you.
I think by now you should have known what happen.
I wanted tu text you but the thing is i cannot text often
and i dun want tu let you wait and wait for my reply
which mayb i will be too tired and forgot tu text back.
I miss talking tu you, working and going out with you
but all these will have tu wait.
I still cant get over the death, after the whole process,
i am still overwhelmed by the sudden departure.
I think by now the smiley, joking,nonsensical me wont be seen
as much, i don't think i can take things the same way.
Sometimes, death just shows you a different side of life.

Grandma, i'll miss you every year on this day

23 April, today, Grandma left this world.
I forgot to spend time with her when i can.
I even feel ashamed i disliked her before.
For coming to stay at my house, making me squeeze
in my already very cramped house with sisters.
I always thought how i would feel if she were to leave.
Nothing was what i thought.
But it turns out, it was the opposite.
When i saw the text Mum send me in the morning,
i teared and cried unstoppable for a full hour.
Till my tears all dried up, till i couldn't breathe properly,
till i felt like my world was breaking apart.
A loved one departing is a feeling that everyone dreads.
I was not expecting to see the shocking text.
After crying for half an hr plus, i suddenly felt
i want somebody to talk to, and i went thru my contacts.
BF should be the first one i call but i called and hung up.
In the end, i comfortably called Aloysius,
the one i could always talk tu abt my problems.
Not because i liked him before but because i just felt he would be thr.
True enough, he was. Like always, i tried as hard tu hold back
my tears, trying not tu sound like i was crying.
I think i succeeded but i cut the call quick knowing i was on it again.
R.I.P Grandma. I really don't want to be in the funeral but
i know this is all true, its all happening, undeniable.
I Love You for always

BF said no more skipping of class after i told him i missed sch today.
WTH! Think i will cab tu sch and cab back home.
9am-6pm of class. With 3 hrs of break in btwn.
I am simply too tired tu wait and squeeze on the bus alr.
I must cut down on vulgarities thanks tu Eric!
BF bought me chicken on the last day of his work! HAHA!
<3 the chicken!!! HAHA!
Text BF a while ago abt his first day at sch.
He said quite average looking and a pretty girl stayed near him. WTH!

Just saw 11:11 and wished BF could work on this sunday!
Please, please,please oh whatever la. HAHA!
Had a fun day at work today despite the boredom.
ShiPing and his usual madness as the manager.
Refresh the ballroom of 70 pitchers and Elwin did the most amazing
but equally dumb thing. Pushed the cambro into the ballroom
and he just cannot aim at the pitchers when he refilled them!
The water was everywhere on top of the cambro.
Looked after the Indian buffet line.
Afthe lunch, was pure boring ttm!
I spend my afternoon walking tu and fro the kitchen and foyer and back area!
Cos the event was on, we could not pass thru the ballroom,
if we need anything, the kitchen or the terrace would be the place we go.
Thinking the terrace was hot and i hate opening doors after doors.
I went by the kitchen area. With nothing in my hands, nothing to do.
I even had time tu give myself a break all the way down tu B1.
Normally i would just give up going down. Hate waiting for the dumb lift!
So i walked around and watched the chefs make buns.
The chef who made pau even said tu me there is a supposedly kids song
but it is actually a ghostly and eerie song.
妹妹背着洋娃娃
来到花园来看花
娃娃哭了叫妈妈
树上小鸟笑哈哈
the lyrics sound perfectly alright but look closely.
Meimei was carrying the doll in the garden admiring the flowers.
When she was looking for the mummy, how come its the doll that cry and not the meimei, and the chef still said somemore the bird on the tree still laughed!
I was like no what its not eerie.Then the other chef explained i was like
'hey it sounds kind of funny now!'
Then the chef said 'the best song is 世上只有爸爸好
I immediately said 妈妈la! Then he continue said papa.
He want also dun have cos his dad died alr.
Had a great time laughing at the kitchen with the nonsensical things the chefs
said while they were busy making buns and food.
Suhaimi was eating with us during the break and ShiPing, Elwin and Pat's
argument made all of us, including him laughed like mad!
HAHA! It was a fun day thru out.
Especially when standby is not a must for Exxon! <3 it!
Tmrw's the same too! Cant wait for the countless times of walking back and forth!
I hate to reject other ppl and i dunno how tu say no.
So i end up accepting favours and food and anything from ppl.
I think its what made me offer ppl food and sweets all the time.
But i dun like ppl tu reject my food=.=

Oh BF):

Seriously, BF must you do it everytime?
Disappoint me after i thought you had agreed.
I thought you were really okay with the shift.
Turns out you just didn't cancel it in front of me.
Well, maybe i expected too much from the very little you can give.
One day and the last day, mayb just that one day.
I did too much, expected too much.
I was happy seeing the pop-up window when you came online.
Thought you had forgotten about ur shift, i reminded you.
Turns out you thought i booked 5pm for you, it's 9am!
All the way till 2am. So that i could work longer with you.
Thinking that you wont cancel sunday's work.
My mood just dropped totally when you kept saying you cant.
It's like those days i wake up and just feel moody for no reason.
Now there is a reason. I wont get pissed like i used tu.
I learned not to be, i just got disappointed.
Each time disappoint comes to me, receiving it silently is what i do.
I end up not knowing how tu react when ppl greet me, talk tu me.
That's me but i really don't like it the way i behave.
I feel so rude.

Quick quick post before Mum completes her Wii Bowling and i have tu sleep.
Nicole's new April mix was nice.
I just didn't know most of the songs inside but it brings up the mood alot.
Definitely great help i were tu be on the bus on the way tu work 7am!
I will be wide awake , mood high at work unlike the usual.
HAHA! Chatted with BF online just now and this silly BF
of mine didn't smoke today at all! It's a great achievement man!
Hope your tattoo determination stops you from spending $20 every week
on that useless and harmfulpack of sticks! HAHA!
I shall change it tu Ricola next time i see it in your pocket again.
HAHA! Hey. doesn't it mean i have tu prepare Ricola with me everytime? No way!
And BF, please please get me sweets tmrw when you come for work!
You cancelled your sunday shift, make up for it!
And WGS, i booked for you and you said no, no and NO! no matter how much i beg you.
Today, that dumbass woman just 'forced' you and yes was the answer. WTF!
You dumb dumb dumb BF!
SiMin dear just came back from BKK safe and sound and she got me stuff
from Bangkok! LOVE LOVE LOVE! I have the same thing as MinYi but a diff color.
Hope its pink! HAHA! I really like pink stuff. Nails, phone, laptop,nail polish remover, and i would love to get a pink wallet! HAHA!
I shall get it on tuesday mayb on my shopping trip! HAHA!
My list are so long ~ I want tu buy make up mist! Pink, yellow or blue?
Shall ask BF tmrw(: HAHA!
Prata and prawn noodles for breakfast tmrw morning!
Thanks to my lovely lovely Daddy who is driving me tu work before going
tu pray at Grandpa's house. Thanks tu him i am being rich again soon!
Ppl who know me would have known how close and loving
my Grandpa and I are. And ppl who know me well enough would
know how much i missed him since 13 years ago. I still do!
13 years was freaking long sometimes i feel like joining him! HAHA!
Each time i meet with problems, stress, frustrations,
i would be silently talking in cantonese to myself directing
those words to Grandpa. I am a big girl now, but i still
am a little girl to him. After he left me when i was just 5,
my world felt lost like i no longer have a grandparent who dotes on me.
My other grandparents dun love me as much as they love my sisters.
I didn;t even get tu see Dad's mum cos she died way before i was born.
I really miss you Grandpa! Tmrw's the official 13th year i miss you~

BF and his food mountain! HAHA!
He can eat alot and say 'i feel like vomiting now' HAHA!
I want to see my kids tmrw!!!!
See cute BF on saturday:D Mixed feelings nowadays like what i told MinYi.
Oh well, i cant explain it, i just feel it:X
WTH, sorry BF always had tu go through my emotional up down each time
he does something stupid at work. =.=
Thanks and sorry to you, cute and dumb BF:D

The first day of the week i work and probably the best day of the week.
Considering starting at 7am was a bad idea.
Wasn't as bad as i thought it would be.
Worked with only Don and our new EM, Suhaimi:D
This new Event Manager kept asking me tu rest:D
He's totally new to our working style as he was previously from Orchid Club
where the working style and stuff were different.
Had quite a nice time having small chats in between standby time.
Went for my break at 11.15am with Abdul:D
Went back up and prepared for the buffet lunch.
It was a half day event so the guests left as soon as lunch start.
Nice time turnover for the Citibank event at night.
Kim Hock kept asking me tu do stuffs and when he pronounced a word
wrongly or what, i will correct him and get 'punishment' soon after!
He said ladle as LA-DER and when i correct him he did his usual
punishment by slapping me on the head with his BEO repeatedly=.=
While arranging the cutleries, Abdul called me tu book shift for myself.
So i sat on the floor and book with the new EM fascinated at this is how
i get work shifts. HAHA! You still have alot to learn.
Continued my setting for the buffet line and KimHock said
'Can i trust it will be completed after i smoke?'
I said i need time but shouldn't be a problem.
When he came back i was still on the cutleries=.=
HAHA! Got accused by the chef of molest cos i accidentally hit his butt when i
was moving backwards at the clearing point pushing my trolley>.<
Went down for break at 4.30pm.
Went tu sit with BF and Eric when they came and managed tu persuade BF
tu work one day with me cos he intend tu stop working after this week.
Went up tu write the booking for BF and Eric and i book more than 1day!
HAHA! Booked for the WGS event after putting down BF's name.
Did Pre-tray with BF, Eric and Don and when i told BF i book
WGS for him he immediately say no. WTH! And kept saying he want tu cancel.
Eric got influenced and no matter how i say please tu BF, still no.
So i got irritated and kept quiet instead and not long after,
BF said dun want friday too, i got pissed alr.
Wiping the chopsticks quietly and overheard Eric tell BF 'eh she angry alr leh'
Bf's reply was 'ya i know.' And did nothing=.=
I counted the chopstick rest and i couldn't reach the top of the trolley.
So i kust put the rest back tu the basket and did the chopsticks.
Don went tu get settings and Eric and BF disappeared tu nowhere.
KimHock saw and ask why am i the only one left.
BF came back after awhile and keep asking me 'eh you angry ah?'
I remain quiet and never look at him and he started tu pull at my uniform
like he always do when i am angry at what he did.
He convinced himself by telling me 'not angry right?' as always!
I just told him 'I don't want tu talk tu you, dun want see your face'
He gave up and walk away. He came back after awhile and try again
but flinging his hand away was what i did and he walk away.
BF didn't wipe his buffet line when the chalfing dish water was flooding the
whole iron rod and the floor! So i went in and out 4 times for the cloth
before he came out and wipe a small corner. Standyby with him
funny feeling in the air because we were beside each other but not talking
at all. He started first and ask me 'still angry with me ah?'
I turned away, he nudge me and said 'eh dun angry la'
He keep repeating it over and over and i got irritated
and told him stop it and look at him and smile=.=
That's what i have been avoiding all the time. His face!
Each time i see his face when i am angry, everything's okay alr=.=
WTH i am a soft-hearted failure seriously! And i hate it.
The fact that i cannot stay angry for the longest time with BF!
The dinner started at 8.30pm and my side was literally empty
with all the guests crowded at BAllroom 2 failing tu see the food at Ballroom3!
So i was only standing there with nothing tu clear.
Chatting with the chef until they got busy switching the food from Ballroom3
tu top up those at Ballroom2! HAHA!
Turnover after all the guests left and BF did something stupid just
tu make me laugh! Called him from the back and he turned around and wave.
I told him at supper whenever i call him he must wave like that
and he said okay! HAHA! We shall see this Saturday.
Went down for supper at 12am and the food is not ready
so the auntie said change first then makan.
BF imitate the way the auntie told him tu me and i laughed hard.
Felt abit sian so i asked BF tu do his waving action and he did it.
I told Eric i have a cute BF and Eric say mayb only i think that way=.=
At the end of yesterday, i realised i have a CUTE BF<3 <3

Tuesday,6 April
After a month exactly! I can see my kids!
Miss them like crazy, love them like mad!
Went there as early as 9am after being late meeting Alida. SORRY!
And the first thing i did was tu see lovely Jolene smile at me:D
Up tu my Nursery turned K1s classroom next.
SAw ChenXi first thing and he shouted 'Teacher Geraldine!'
Everyone heard him and Dayna ran over tu give me a hug
and every K1 of mine came over and hug me all around:D:D
Esther came over and gave me a kiss on the cheek and said she missed me.
This pretty girl is so loved since i saw her,
same as me, active and always laughing. The way she holds her pencil
is the same as me too! HAHA! <3 <3
Went doen for assembly and 'Miss Korea' Rina came and sat on my lap
amazed at my purple nails and said she love blue instead. HAHA!
Went into the toddler's class after sending Amanda in cos she vomit.
And Lea-Anne meimei, Rei-Anne cant stop crying because she wants ppl tu carry her.
So i did the job and she quieten down amazingly.
After i decide she stopped long enough, one slight move away from me
and she cried like hell again immediately.
So i held on tu her for the whole morning.
Chen laoshi came and took care of her while i looked after Jazreal's meimei
who cried equally as much as Rei-Anne. She's hard tu calm down
and stubborn at the same time. I used both soft and hard methods but ALL FAIL!
So i used the bluffing method: if you drink water, i bring you out.
It failed and was useful at the same time and i brought her out as a reward.
Went up tu the Nursery classroom tu see see and off tu my K1 class again
They were practicing writing and comparing the boys and the girls.
My pretty little ones write so much better. They boys just scrrible
Zhiyu was the only boy who write nicely.
Esther's handwriting was super neat and nice.
Phoebe's writing was so princess-looking !
Seeing them concentrate makes my day perfect, considering being
with some of them for a year! See them grow every week
makes me feel happy and happier! Down tu lunch and
hug Jolene tu sleep at nap time. i cant sleep without her!
HAHA! Holding her small hand and seeing her sleep nicely
is a great achievement indeed:D

I know i just post ytd but i simply have nothing else tu do!
WTH! I do nothing but stay at home when i dun have work.
It's my off day so shall post about ytd.

Went tu work after having a quick chat with BF on MSN:D
He just randomly ask me tu watch a video.
I watched it before but still its the thought that counts.
Thanks for making my day, sweets:D
I am trying tu control my temper alot today=.=
Just like what i said, bad temper after having this BF of mine.
Went tu work and immediately start on the sash tying.
After 7 tables, Jane said it wasn't what she wanted.
WTF, Abdul said just leave it and tie the rest but he said eat first
so we went down for dinner and when all the 5pm staff came,
they tie the sash just for the sake of tying it!
Jane happened tu see one table with the rubbish sash tied
and assumed i was the one who did it and got all the blame.
Seriously, keep your hands tu yourself if you dunno how tu tie it!
MinYi and i had tu re-tie every single sash we see across the ballroom
of 40 tables because every single one was like shit.
Simply annoyed by how ignorant ppl work.
Got 2-3 with MinYi after god knows how long.
The table of china ppl simply had no manners at all!
No offence towards them but this lady kept her chair so moved out
when its so fucking cramp with 40 tables.
When i was rushing, kicked the leg of her chair accidentally
and my toe bleed. Damn painful tu walk around>.<
Helped BF tu clear since MinYi and I were fast enough:D
End of dinner, collected the sash into one trash bag and counted.
I think i lost count but it should have 190.
Turnover and Aunty Tm said i should have taken the water base
together with the dessert plate so that i can save the trouble of doing
double job. I was like ya la ya la, why should i listen tu you?
I didn't ask you tu help me put the water base, i intend
tu put the base after the plates, what can you do about that?
And if i should take the base together with the plates,
why didn't the person who fold it put the base with the plates
like it was supposed tu be? Then i wont have tu do double right?
Use your brains. You BP aunties always know that i cannot
lose my temper at you and i should have the most respect for you,
well prove it. Show me you deserve it or not don't even think about it.
Respect is earned not given ok? You still dun understand it despite
your age! Sometimes, its such a joke seeing how i know some of
the things at work more than you do, despite you working there
longer than i do:D
Nearly lost my phone when i punch out cos i left it inside my uniform,
Told BF tu help me call and guess what, he went ut smoke!
Tsk, i should have let those pack of cigarettes remain in my pocket
and never return it like what i did that time!
HuangZhen helped me call instead and thanks tu him i found my phone:D
Kim Hock was on my transport too and i didn't know it until
he wanted tu get on the van. he told me tu move out tu let him go in,
i did as told and got a knock on my head! WTH
He practically making fun of me for the time he was on transport.
Got home at 2am while texting my lovely Twinnie:D

BF made my day:D
Now i don't mind tying 200 sash for the chairs:D
See you later BF! Love you! <3

Just came back from a satisfying dinner with my family:D
My treat of crabs cost 70+ bucks but it was worth it.
Twinnie Love treat her family tu dinner too but wasn't that good for her.
Shall post again tu cover that previous long post that i like so much.
Cos somebody keeps enquiring about the details that i am simply irritated.



(From left: BF,Eric,me)
Text BF just now before i had my crabs and his reply made me a happy girl.
I realised something today that i only told MinYi.
After knowing this BF of mine, i become bad-tempered! :X
Like seriously, he's a pro at making me happy and pissed.
Everytime he pissed me off, its as if the world piss me off too.
But when i see his face again, i just cant stay angry. WTH.
And knowing this BF made me more vulgar with his constant swearing=.=
I swear and curse more often now. WTHWTHWTHWTH
BF made me angry, pissed, feel like slapping him which i always do
but still there were times when his stupid acts just make me turn from :( tu :D
There were happy and sweet times still, 2 seconds massage,
but i still simply love love love this lovely BF of mine.
Never fail tu bring a smile tu my face. Will you stay with me for long? (:
Love you much, BF ♥ ♥ ♥

It's April! School's starting.
Not anticipating it at all.
Seeing my friends in school is what i cant wait, but school?
No thanks! HAHA!

Monday 29 March
Work started 5pm-1am.
Went tu see the doctor before heading tu work.
But going tu work after eating your medicine is really hell.
Feeling drowsy but you have tu keep awake in case you make mistakes!
Like wth, but i did it!
Did door-girl with Deborah.
When i grab the train of the wedding gown, dizzy was what i felt.
Her gown was damn heavy too. Deborah came out late so i have tu manage
holding the gown by myself. The bride was damn pretty:D
Went down at 11pm tu have my medicine and i felt even worse.
ShiPing told me tu do things slowly, do anything that makes me comfortable.
Went tu take the felt with Deborah at 3rd flr.
She was so fascinated she knew how tu on the lights,
she said tu the air 'Yes suckers, Deborah just on the lights!'
HAHA! Stack the chairs and its damn funny how some ppl just stack a few and leave.
10 stacks needed and aunties stack 2 stop.
ShiPing began his ABC teaching when we rest waiting for time tu pass.
A for Ass, and when Deborah said it was fun working with him,
he said 'Of course, i tell jokes everyday'
I immediately thought 'a few, some more, some' joke of his.
Went for supper and home sweet home!

30 March, Tuesday
Work at 5pm again=.=
Supposedly doing 1-2 plus doorgirl.
But Abdul said he put the new guy at my side and Deborah
at Minyi's side. So i got 1-1(Y) in the end!
Doorgirl with MinYi, she got 1-2 at the last minute
cos Abdul said Deborah wasn't coming down alr.
Realised that the bride had the same evening gown as the ytd's bride wedding gown.
Just that one was white and one was pink:D
HAHA! Totally nice too.
Did turnover and was quite pissed that even the sick is moving,
while the ones who are not just sit around thinking there is nothing tu do.
Sat at the stage with BF after everything was done and we discovered
wedding gifts lying on the stage. Took one white heart and gave it tu BF
and he said 'eh how you know i want this?' 'Because you're my BF ma' was my reply.
So i kept one for him and one for myself. But in the end, both went into
his pocket cos i had nowhere tu keep it.
Went down for supper, and BF pissed me off with a fork.
Wasn't in the best of moods so i think it added on after he repeatedly
tried tu push the fork tu me. I skipped supper and throw down his jacket
and left the canteen, went tu locker and bathe.
Told Mum that we shall have prata instead.
Went opposite with my lovely Twinnie and Deborah.
Eric and BF came after us and i just concentrated on my prata
after BF sat beside me. BF passed me the gift and i ignored.
Didn't bother talking tu him and went up the transport.
Reached home and received BF's text the next morning, saying he was sorry
he did that at the canteen and amazingly, he was forgiven just like that!
Like wth, but i was appeased after reading that text>.<

31 March, Wednesday
Went tu work at 11am.
BF was the first person i saw when i was at Security.
'Not angry alr right?' was the first thing he said.
Ignoring him was what i did:D HAHA.
Went up after i had lunch and walked into Ballroom 3.
Saw BF once again and whatever the reason is i smiled=.=
Started talking tu him and Abdul came over.
Said i will have tu help out with the Western lunch later.
3 courses and i was damn free for the lunch!
Abdul only told me tu serve when the food is tu be served.
Clearing, drinks,ice water was all the things i don't have tu do!
Eric got burned by the hot main course plate so i put cream
and plaster for him so that he can work properly without having tu be in so much pain
BF gave me a massage for 2 seconds=.= Appreciated!
Western lunch was done and started tu do turnover for the night.
NUS Shears HAll D&D
Got one table tu myself:D
Changed drinks non-stop and my guests were perfectly fine and normal.
Lucky i did not get those who dress up like ballerinas.
They had so much makeup and glitter all over them!
Disgustingly dressed and damn hard tu look at them without feeling disgusted>.<
Ended the night and BF was the nicest today.
He let me lean on him when i was damn tired even though he was too.
Normally, he wouldn't even be bothered that i was tired but he didn't today:D
Thanks tu BF i was suppported for a few seconds when i felt tired.
Turnover for the night was pretty awesome with Michael playing around.
I did the pasting of the posters with Deborah
and while waiting for the partitons tu be locked i pushed them over tu Michael.
After awhile i just felt dam sian i keep doing the same thing.
So seeing a piece of partition moving Fast, i decide tu play with it.
Told Michael 'I shall save you from the partition!'
He especially said 'Eh miss, dun play with it'
But i didn't think i bother and for fun i blocke the partiton.
Nothing happen so i thought mission done. And Michael just looked at me with the =.=
face and went on tu lock the partitions.
After i was done with the posters with Deborah, we sat down
and i wrote 'BF' on a masking tape and paste it on BF's arm.
His never pay attention attitude showed again when he crushed that tape
and throw it away. I happen tu ask where's that tape and he said 'oh
you got write Bf on it ah? I never notice' >.<
I was like ya ya you always never.
Went down for supper after that BF gave me a tag:D HAHA
Went tu shower after seeing BF losing repeatedly on his PSP.
He restarts it each time he knows he's losing so i got bored watching it!
Home sweet home after texting Twinnie and sleeping :D

1 April, Thurday
11am-7pm.
No need tu stand by so Mum and I decide tu complete the settings for
Saturday's wedding asap since we did not want tu have more things tu do on sat.
KimHock said the Saturday's wedding will be a messy one.
VIP tables in pink but normal tables in blue.
Alternate chairs with and without bow. Those without bow will have blue sash.
The sash only arrived yesterday night!
40 tables in total, meaning 200 sash and 200 chair covers!
The couple will stand and sign their cert on a cocktail round.
Using the new tall and black cocktail round, they will sign their cert.
Cant wait for Saturday tu pass quickly!
Booked shift for next week.
Wednesday:7am-12am
Saturday&Sunday:9am-5pm
Turnover for the ballroom after the morning event ended.
The guests came for AV testing at 5.30pm and they were trying out
different food presentations songs.
Then Michael could predict the next song.
When 'Be My Guest' came, he started tu sing 'Your dinner, be my guest...'
The song reached a part where the guy sings abit louder.
Abdul was pushing the chairs and when he passed by Pat, he sang
and Pat got a shock and laughed! Non-stop laughter in the ballroom
and Michael cant stop his 'Be my guest' !
Abdul said it's 7pm continue on saturday so we went back at 7pm:D

Thanks to lovely BF i truly smile for the first time ytd.
Sorry for ignoring you at the sink when you called me
with your super enthusiastic mood and thought i was ignoring
you on purpose. The Heart-to-Heart talk when i decide tu
go do dry ice with you helped alot. Seeing your efforts to cheer me up
calmed me down. You finally get the idea that i was disappointed
and not pissed at what happened after doing all the dry ice.
And i really laughed at the fact that you cannot understand why i felt that way.
I just dunno why the mood changed when we got back up.
And you kept your promise once again to cheer me up for the whole night.
Please come today, if you can which i doubt.
I never thought you would make a good BF since day one.
But you always prove me wrong. Just like my first impression of ur character.
I thought you were like that, but turns out its cos of that one time.
A thousand thanks to you, superman BF

Rest day again.
My cough's not getting any better but i am going tu
see my lovely tu recharge tmrw:D!
Its been almost a month man! I miss the time spent so much):
Four days off with a late notice tu Abdul.
I feel bad that i inform him last minute that i am not
going for the event he plan for me this week.
BF replaced my place but again i am sorry.
Shall apologise when i see him on Fri.
And tu think he will be in charge for these 4 days,
i feel even more regretful cancelling those shifts!
HAHA! Thanks BF and sorry Abdul!
Tmrw's plan: See Sweets for the whole day and takeaway dinner home!
Cant wait for 9am tmrw:D
Always cheer me up, maybe i will miraculously recover from my sickness after
seeing those sweets running and shouting in front of me:D
HAHA! My energy pill!
I miss my lovely(s)

Dearest BF,
You make me happy when you call me
but again you always make my hopes disappear in an instant!
Everytime i ask you : Who am i? You would answer me my name!
I will show you that wtf face but you still won't get what i am saying.
As MinYi said, i have tu ask from you!
To comfort myself, i will just replay that scene.
Where you open the door and those words came from you willingly
for the first time, i felt so happy!
But oh well, you got character thats all i can say:D
HAHA! Still you never fail tu make me smile when you say
those very ridiculous things, and for slapping you as and when
i feel like it, but you won't retaliate. I know you want to
but you never once did. Sorry for venting my anger on you
whenever i get pissed off at something else. Sorry for ignoring you
when you call me from the back. I know you are not the best,
but its been some time, i got used tu replacing your name with BF.
You always pretend tu be angry just tu let me see
but i always get cheated>.< Thanks BF, thanks for all the times.
The happy, ridiculous,angry,irritated times i had with you.
Still it was still enjoyable. Sorry for the ignorant, ridiculous
getting angry at you, venting of anger times on you.
I'm happy you told me you would be my BF:D <3

Twinnie Love(MinYi)
Dear, I have something to tell you about the recent times.
Actually, Sunday i was quite pissed when you sat thr
when i told you tu get the settings but after thinking about it,
i shouldn't get angry at all. Partners are thr for a reason:D
I'm sorry for the times that i was stubborn.
I was venting my anger, complaining, always whining.
But i can never get enough of the perfect good times that i have with you.
At work, Retail Therapy, outings,phone calls, and most of all SMS.
I may have burst my limit sms-ing you.
I actually care about the messages but seeing one msg from you,
Aiya fuck care was all that i thought of:D
I admit that you are the most precious gem and jewel i have.
I realised that no matter how pissed or irritated i was,
my footsteps would stop beside you and tell you what happen.
That flinging of your hand incident was the most regretful thing i did.
I never felt that insecureness in me that someone close was leaving
until i saw the message that you say that i wasn't forgiven.
I want to again tell you, no matter you are sad or happy,
pissed or in a good mood, healthy or sick, loud or quiet,
I have the letter written in the weirdest language tu pump up
your energy level. I know i may not be able tu party with you,
but i definitely try my best in everything i do for you.
Love, seems tu be the common word used between us.
But i want tu tell you, you are the precious gem of my life.
With you around, everything seems easy and possible.
With you around, I became more daring in everything i do,
With you around, I seem tu feel secure and important.
I feel that i am being recognised by you even if everyine else don't
I feel that sense of security i can't seem to find in most friends. I found that in you. It's like the feeling we will be tgt always.
Its like a friend i never can find again.
Thank you for enduring hard time with me and sorry for the troubles i gave you.
I thank you for being honest with me, being there for me:D <3

Wednesday, 17 March
Met up with MinYi at Bugis tu shop for my shoes.
In the end, i bought a shirt thinking we were
going ice-skating with TeckJin at Kallang.
Wanted tu withdraw $ with Twinnie love but she forgot
tu bring her card, seeing that TJ will be meeting us late,
we decide tu go back tu take her card.
The lift's lights were spoiled and we were in total darkness
as soon as we entered the lift-__-''
Wanted tu go ice skate but seeing the crowd we walked ard,
after seeing the timing, we decide tu see Alice.
It wasn't as bad as i heard from some:D I LOVE RED QUEEN!
HAHA! And MinYi and i were learning the White Queen's actions:D
Met up with Richard and Eric for dinner and movie at Cathay.
Had LJS even though my voice was almost gone=.=
HAHA! Watched Kaiji but i was practically having trouble
watching the movie cos my headache was killing me.
I even told BF tu wake me up if he sees me sleeping!
HAHA! I was awake at exciting parts. Love that movie.
I slept on BF's shoulder halfway thru the movie.
Went home with TJ after the movie.
Wanted BF tu send me home and his reply was
'Do you have any idea how far CCK is from Pasir Ris?'
HAHA! Throw him my jacket and he gave it tu TJ=.=
Caught the last train tu Kranji and cab with TJ tu CCK
and he got off and i cab back home alone.
BF had the heart tu text me whether i reached home.
THANKS FOR IT! And MinYi LOVE text me too! :D
Text BF,MinYi,TJ that i reached home safely at 1.30AM.

Thursday, 18 March
Woke up at 5AM for work at 7am.
Imagine me being super awake even when i didn't sleep alot:D
HAHA! Great achievement baby!
But turns out my shift was cancelled tu HaoLin by KIM!
And she didn't even bother tu inform me like wth
i woke up early for nothing at all. Waste my sleep you know!
Abdul didn't want me tu suffer at the 2nd flr later when event start
so he took me upstairs tu the 3rd flr tu help Aunty BK.
Went tu collect food was my fav thing tu do but with no voice,
i open the door and called chef for 4times then they hear me!
Had tu greet MC 5 times before he knows i was saying Good Morning!
HAHA! Damn funny i sound like a mouse=.=
ShiPing was copying me whenever i talk>.<
Ended work fast fast and home for a good sleep!

Friday 19March
Received results when i was getting ready for work at 9am,
I am happy with a Pass. Ppl ard me shld know why.
If you don't, it just means you are not updated enough:D
Work all the way till 3am.
Afternoon doorgirls was plain torture and i wasn't quite
happy with it too, considering what i deal with.
2-3 with Deborah was okay okay:D

Sunday 21 March
Can i say it was the nicest day ever?
Supposedly doing 2-3 with Twinnie Love.
Last minute Abdul tols me we have 10+1M.
Hate it! 11pax now la>.<
Took setting and the chair all by myself
and set it nicely tu 11pax.
Arranging the chairs and an honest reply given when qns asked:D
Its just really how i felt at that time.
Or rather, all these time, that was how i feel.
Abdul called me over and told me i will do 1-1 for the 11pax table
after the food fanfare. I kept quiet and didn't tell MinYi at all.
When getting ready for 1st course, she said later dun want portion cos
she was too tired for it. My reply was 'You'll have to'
HAHA! She was totally confused by that one sentence! HAHA!
After that, she was still blur blur thinking that she was doing 2-3
HAHA! And the aunties just cannot stop complaining.
How biased we were given 1-1, how HaoLin never help them,
how the youngsters always get the easy job.
Whatever, you aunties always sit down fold napkins, get your butts
stuck on the stupid chair/rack and refuse tu let me take 1 chair!
Always thinking we jave tu obey and show respect just cos you are old.
Oh please, look who is in the wrong. Get your facts right!
HAHA! Abdul told me staff recycle later and he even draw out
the floor plan for me tu see where he put me and others later!
HAHA! I will get back 1 table and the 2-3 will get back 2-3! HAH!
So all the gundu aunties started tu follow and set 'their' table
thinking they will get back the same one so they want tu do nicely.
I went alone tu push the trolley of settings, bowls,teacups and plates.
Damn fucking heavy but as you will see, nobody would say things like
'We go tgt la.'/ 'I help you'
They will just set the plates and quietly wait for the settings tu come.
Like please, the settings dun have legs they wont walk tu the ballrm!
If Abdul never ask me tu push, i wouldn't be so good.
Maybe i will just take for myself and set for myself.
MinYi was asked tu do the solemnization with Deborah so i help
her tu set her table cos nobody set of course=.=
After doing nicely for her table, i realise that my table had nothing!
I was like shit! I forgot about my own table. WTH.
Wanted tu look for settings but they wee all used up meaning my table was
as empty as it can be la. HAHA!
Abdul gave table and all the aunties were saying 'aiya i set nicely alr'
Then they start tu say unfair cos some ppl got 1-1.
Ah Choo came tu say that HaoLin and i were lucky
afternoon and night do 1-1 and somemore so near tu the back area.
We were just so fed up with her we didn't bother at all.
Had tu do cocktail according tu fairness as said by Abdul
Went up tu turnover for 3rd flr and after we finished,
Elwin went 'Okay everybody,well done, please give yourself a round of applause'
HAHA! Pat heard it and said stupid tu him
and he suddenly turn and say its not stupid, its motivation=.=
HAHA! Just like how he lost tu Abdul arguing about the room setting.
HAHA! It was supposed tu be 6 rows but Elwin set 5 rows then
when Abdul told him he said 'nvm, i still have alot of strength'
while he was moving the IBM table out. HAHA! Joke of the day!
My table was supposed tu sit 10pax but only 6 turned up
so imagine the space i had! HAHA!
I portion BIG portions tu the guests till they say they
will take the food themselves cos they cannot finish so much.
HAHA! In the end, i had lots tu eat la! HAHA!
Went inside food store after serving the dessert
and HaoLin said my guests wanted tu give tips tu me but
i wasn't around! There goes my $ HAHA!
So much for eating my udon and forgetting abt my well-behaved guests! HAHA!
Insisted that BF goes back at 11pm and he did.
Anyway, his shift was supposed tu end at 11pm ma.
Told him tu call me down when he leave cos i wanted tu eat Panadol!
HAHA! And his face was damn idiotic when i said 'call me when you go down'
He replied 'Huh, why? Funny leh call you for what?'
I gave him that annoyed look and say not 'call' me is ask me along that call!
HAHA! Seriously, BF's idiotic mind can make me laugh for a long time!
Went down with him and got 2 Flu panadol from aunty jenny,
Went upstairs and told MC i go and eat it.
But the headache just didn't go away.
So decided tu eat the 3rd and last panadol after an hr distance apart.
HuangZhen said better dun but i couldn't care less alr.
So the last panadol was consumed and still didn't feel any better,
started tu stack chairs and no energy at all makes it worse.
The chair nearly fall on me when i adjust tu fit it in.
'CB' kept coming out when the chair didn't go in.
Finished everything by 12 plus.
Went down for supper and shower and our transport was the 1st
tu leave again! HAHA! Love that always:D
Home at 2AM.

Yesterday, was a memorable day:D
Went out for dinner cos Mum was leaving for Cameron Highlands with Meimei.
After dinner, bused down tu Bugis tu give back BF his cigarettes.
Bought Ricola and i was thinking of exchanging the sweets inside
with BF's cigarettes so that when he wants a smoke he would see sweets instead!
HAHA! But i didn't in the end cos i tot he would be pissed:X
And lucky i didn't change it cos i'm having a bad throat now):
Didn't really feel like going there just tu return the pack
but as i was texting MinYi she said she was tired working,
so i thought mayb i could be of a little help going thr tu perk her up.
I just told her i have a surprise. She must have thought it will be a surprise text
or something else, not me in person right before her.HAHA!
Went tu the bar and saw nobody thr.
Called BF and told him tu come out and after giving him the pack told him
tu call MinYi out. Waited for her tu come out and when she came out
her expression was unforgettable for me. She looked at me with the look
that says am i dreaming or not. HAHA! I can only say 'Surprise!'
HAHA! Gave her my energy hug and she was still in the state of shock.
HAHA! HuangZhen came out cos i told BF tu call him come out.
His expression was almost like MinYi's like he cannot believe i was thr.
HAHA! Both of us started chatting and i ask if he want a sweet
and he happen tu take out his sweets too:D HAHA!
Seeing his blue plaster instead of the bandage made me less worried.
When he said he cut his hands and i saw how badly it was, nearly cried:X
Sense of relief when i saw those plasters.
Wanted tu continue chatting with MinYi but i turned and saw LEE SHIPING!!
I was like oh shit i got tu go):
Took my sweets back and went off. Walked even faster after seeing the
2 Michaels opening the Ballroom 3 door.
Bus back alone with this Indian girl annoying me with her bag>.<
Waited for 2am tu come because i didn't want tu disturb Twinnie's work.
Text her and HuangZhen while i was lying on the bed and
dozed off several times-.- Cos i was tired but i want tu text Twinnie!
HAHA! Slept after i texted either one of them goodnight.
HAHA! Nearly made Huangzhen cry after i told him why i haven sleep.


Tmrw's Shopping Day with MinYi:D
Suddenly, i lack the mood for anything cos of my dad.
Why does he like tu accuse me so much. Like the mum i have.
Are all parents like that? They behave this way? WTF
I know some don't but mine does behave that way. NBCB.
I just feel damn wronged, accused and fucked up now.
If you wanna shout, dun talk tu me.
Cos i hate ppl who shout when they can talk,
Ppl who accuse when they can find out what really happen,
Ppl who say things just because they think it happen that way.

Almost 2 weeks since i had an update:X
The past week was tiring having tu wake up at 5am
from Mon-Fri just because i was in charge of the same event
for five days! Ministry if Trade and Industry.

Monday, 8th March
Slept as early as 12am on Sunday.
Woke up and went tu work. Was working alone at 7am
cos Mum was starting at 10am so i skipped breakfast
and went tu tie my hair first:D
Twinnie love came a bit later and we went up tgt after that.
I was damn excited the 2 of us were working at the same event today.
Until Elwin tell me 'eh you take ballroom 3 later'
I was like 'but i am ballroom 1 and 2 with MinYi leh'
He insisted that i take ballroom 3 so i went thr thinking MinYi was thr.
Then saw Abdul and he said 'You take this ok cos i dun want ChumLan
tu mess it up.' I asked why and he said 'cos you know eng'
WTH, turns out its her that i cannot work with MinYi
when i finally got the chance tu work 7am shift with her! NB
In the end, Twinnie and I decide we will just 'meet up' in
the centre and standby while talking! HAHA!
But apparently, Elwin keeps checking on me!
And he asked if we are magnets when he sees the 2 of us tgt.
Janice, the organiser actually wanted someone to standby at the lift
tu tap the keycard for her guests. Elwin said cannot.
So i had tu shuffle between clearing, tapping of the keycard on a hungry stomach!
But i didn't want tu complain tu Elwin tu let me eat
cos he was busy enough didn't want tu bother him.
The malay organiser kept packing the food.
Turns out she packed before on her trip tu the hotel
for a press conference previously.
At 8pm, Kim Hock signed my voucher and all the EMs
was joking that if i cannot find, how can they. HAHA!
Elwin told me tu get the food tags for Tuesday and dun lose them.
Found them in the office and realised i forget tu return the keycard tu him.
Went tu return and he told me keep it! WTH
Had tu go and i told him 'see you at 7' and he replied 'dun be late'
HAHA! Cos i last min told Abdul i shall follow all 5 days of the event.

Tuesday, 9March
2nd day of the event.
Elwin gave me the carpark coupons and the BEO tu collect food.
The welcome break and coffee break's food was put tgt as requested.
I LOVE COLLECTING FOOD!!! Esp going tu Pastry! I love the pastry smell.
Elwin told me tu collect food for all the ballrooms:D
The pastry chef even said 'its you again!'
HAHA! Anita asked tu pack again.
Just today, she had 13 boxes of take-away!
The day ended peacefully:D

Wednesday, 10March
Today was the most relaxed day for the event.
My trolley was allowed tu come out as freely as me!
HAHA! Cos i was under ShiPing today. HAHA!
He was new tu the event cos he took over today only and
Elwin was so responsible tu call him early in the morning tu tell
him about the details of the event.
ShiPing looked at the carpark coupons and realised 7 was given
instead of 11 as stated in the BEO=.=
He got his name changed when Anita came.
She heard his name wrongly 2 times from Michael Poo.
ShiPing>ShiTing! HAHA! Great joke tu start the day.
Went tu collect the food since she want 2 breaks tgt.
As Abdul said no lunch break must eat MORE! HAHA!
Went tu Bugis Vault and ShiPing said 'wait wait i want tu steal trolley'
He went and took the trolley and we had 2 trolleys tu collect food for
all the ballrooms! HAHA! Anita wanted the coffee break's food tu be separated.
So ShiPing went down with me tu get the requests done.
He even told the pastry chef ' you nvr realise your muffins go up never come down meh?' HAHA! Cos all da bao! HAHA@
I went up first and was taking the food out plate by plate cos i
had been doing that for the past 2 days@!
ShiPing came out of the lift and laughed at me for doing that
and said 'Just push out la, one plate take until when?'
Then he said he also have tu get out and i was in front blocking so
i had tu push my trolley out too! HAHA!
He created the Joke of the week when a lady asked for A FEW GLASSES.
The guest wanted a few glasses.
ShiPing heard it and told me 'you ask her, a few is how many? A few is 3 leh.
F-E-W few is 3' I laughed at it and i went in tu really take 3!
HAHA! She had tu use the toilet so i wait outside for her.
She only took 2 cos i think she couldn't take 3:X HAHA!
Then ShiPing continued tu say 'later she tell you can i have some? Then give her 4.
Then she tell you sorry can i have some more, give her 8 lo.'
HAHAH! Hear him say it even more funny. Then the guest, Keith
came down and asked ShiPing if they can use the gym at noon.
ShiPing said he have tu check with Christine and when he called
halfway he said 'cos he say a few of them want tu use the gym, but he never say
a few is how many la' then he happen tu turn tu me and i raised 3 tu him.
He look at what i did and laugh while on the phone! HAHA!
Damn fun tu work with him!

Thursday, 11March
Elwin's back! And in a bad mood cos he had tu take care of 3 events!
So he came and did the usuals with me but added that i had tu be on my own
cos i followed so many days i shld know.
I tried my very best not tu disturb him for the day.
Only informed him where i was going and stuff.
A new agent staff came tu help but apparently
not much of help. I don't hate agent staffs, I just dun like the fact
that they think they are some big fuck and so arrogant about it.
Lucky mine is not too bad just that he keeps complaining about the standby.
Oh please, be a man and stop complaining!
Turn over for the wedding on Friday and set the table with Pat.
Elwin got hugged by ShiPing when ShiPing know he was so irritated by the day.
What a hug! Too bad couldn't capture it! HAHA!
Went home at 7pm after refreshing the Ballroom which was in a mess!
Such a big diff from my angmohs who used the room for 3days.
See the diff btwn Singaporeans and Europeans!

Friday, 12 March
My most anticipated day of the week! Last day of the event
that got me stares from the OT staff esp the girl that BF tot was pretty.
WTH! You totally pissed me!
The day passed by quite okay with my fav times of the day: Collecting food!
HAHA! Elwin was in such a good mood today.
He practically can laugh at anything for once.
Mum's event ended cos it was half day.
She deal with the confusing times of the BEO
Cold Kitchen's time of BEO for the break was 3pm, hers was 8am and Steph's was 10am!
HAHA! She had tu ask so many times tu confirm=.=
Had tu go take take-away box again cos somebody took mine.
I really didn't want tu go cos i dun want tu see the OT girl's face
but i had no choice! WTH
Sat down for awhile tu fold water base with Mum
and we heard JinBao and Elwin coming back from refreshing the 6th floor
and they were laughing so loudly we can hear from the ballroom!
They seemed tu be moving the tables but we were lazy tu check them.
After a lot of laughter and talk, they came out.
With 6 IBM tables stacked tgt! Without trolley!
The minute JinBao came out, his face was all red while Elwin cannot stop laughing.
Now we know why they were laughing so much!
They stopped by the table at the Ballroom for a rest and
when we asked why they didn't use a trolley they replied cos they
had nothing better tu do and they want tu find something tu do!
They plan on taking the 6 IBMs tu the 3rd flr using the stairs!
See how free and playful they plan tu be!
It was hard going up so they decide tu half it and take 3 at a time.
Plan hilarious just looking at how they do it. HAHA!
Set for the wedding at night after a very rushed turnover.
Got 'bird' by ShiPing for throwing the keys tu Elwin from the AV room.
LOL, Was damn pissed when i had tu go take takeaway box again
when the event ended long ago! The OT staff were of course
saying again about how much i had take over the 5days.
Was so pissed i didn't want tu talk tu anyone.
Even ignored BF when he called me at the back area.
HuangZhen came and did what he would do when he saw me and i ignore it too.
He walk away and tried the 2nd time and this time he saw how pissed i was.
I have tu be left alone before i cry so i told him later i will say.
After the packing, talked tu MinYi a bit and tie chair covers
and while doing that i told BF what happen and when he asked who.
I said the short hair one and he went 'eh that one very pretty what'
I just said 'F you' and walked off. He tried tu apologise and
i just fling his hand away when he hold me tu say sorry.
Because i was so pissed i didn't notice who was holding me again,
i thought it was BF again but turns out its MinYi.
I got her so upset that i feel so bad.
HuangZhen finally succeeded in calming me down and i told him what happen.
JinBao started tu joke with me and stuff.
Waited for Mum tu come down tu go home and JinBao was annoyed again
that i wasn't staying for the night. He hardly ever come back
and when he did for Monday and today, i wasn't staying.
HAHA! Went home at 7pm and my plan tu sleep at 9pm failed cos of shopping
of electrical appliances for my new home.

Saturday, 13March
Despite sleeping early i still couldn't wake up early!
Like WTH i overslept and sttend tu something and went tu work.
Was on the bus and there is this stupid uncle who couldn't stop
singing children's songs. Like hello, its called children's song for a reason.
My kids sing it like a million times better than you.
At least they can keep ppl happy. You only irritate ppl.
I was in a good mood going tu work for the last day of the week
and this idiot just spoiled it for the day.
He took off his shoes and as expected smelly feet.
I was so irritated i turn tu him as soon as he took it off
and said 'eh wear back la, you think your feet smell nice'
He stared and i stare back and he wore them back.
Please, staring at a self-claimed ah lian doesn't make you threatening:D
He start tu sing again. And i turn and said shut up.
He stared once again and looked away.
I wanted tu change seats but the bus was packed even at 11.30am=.=
So I got tu bear with it. But i am not the kind that can bear with it for long.
He got irritated i think and he supposedly think he can get closer.
HE did sit closer and put his hand like in between us.
I seriously start tu think wth this kind of ppl again.
So i turn and told him 'I dunno if you wash ur hands but i showered so
move those dirty hands away from me'. He even said 'I washed them'
So i said 'oh then i think i forget tu wash my legs so you better dun dirty ur hands'
I heard him say tsk and folded his hands.
Talked tu TJ on the phone and he said he could hear that idiot singing.
Finally Bugis reached and i cannot seem tu care but he sang
and as i was going tu get off i said 'u sing like a broken record
and stop it now cos the bus is filled with ur disgusting and irritating voice'
And i stood up, walked tu the exit and got off the bus:D
After getting off, couldn't help but smile tu myself thinking how rude i was.
And just like what MinYi said, i will meet this kind of ppl
whenever i am alone on the bus=.=
Work for wedding lunch.
Did VIP table even though i was hoping so much i have 2-3 with Minyi!
Turnover for Western at night and even though it was just a simple Western
the minute MP came, it was like the VVVVIP event=.=
Shouting everywhere and anyone. WTH
Was the drinks server very unwillingly but had no choice!
Was at a different end with my love, MinYi
and i got a shock i actually rmb the names of the wines! HAHA!
I got so fed up at the agent staffs serving food for my table.
They keep losing one portion and i got tu go and take.
In the end, i got a scolding from MP saying i wasn't supposed tu be
taking the food, after i explain why then he went tu scold the ppl serving.
WTH get ur facts right before you let words come out of you.
Everyone was tired after the hectic night and we still had tu wait for guests tu go.
In the end, no supper, end at 3am, showered.
When i was at the canteen, took BF's cigarettes cos i know he always
smoke after work while waiting for transport, and cos i failed in the
afternoon trying tu exchange his cigarettes for the lighter.
Home at 4am while texting my lovely Twin:D

Finally a rest day:D

Updates since i have my rest day today.
Funny tu hear rest day comung out from a part-timer!
But thats what i am(: Working like a full-timer:D

Work was fun. With Twinnie around almost everyday:D
HAHA! There was one night when i said something that
i would probably regret for my life.
I told Richard 'eh you be my new BF leh'
Should not have let that come out of me.
But my BF really disappoint me. I waited for so long
for that 2 words but it never came.
Richard text me that night saying ok and
i was smiling tu my phone when i woke up but the thing
is i dun feel as happy. Seems ridiculous but
after what Eric told me the next day about what BF once told him
when the 2 of them were talking, i felt i let BF down.
And the thing is he's not coming back in short term
and i did this.
Thanks tu Richard even though you still pissed me off.
Actually i was waiting tu hear those words from you
but i was the one who said it first.
When i told you, what you said made sense tu me.
'No feeling right?'
That was what you asked me and it made me think.

Yesterday was disaster at work.
Way before i work, i had a headache and didn't go away.
HuangZhen kept asking if i was alright.
He's the only one that is most convenient tu talk tu.
Twinnie love is too far from me last night.
After the dinner ended, this crazy guest.
She danced till she fall off the stage when the MC said tu dance
on the floor! She danced till she strip and everyone looked.
Turn over and went tu carry IBM with MinYi and
we wanted tu take the light ones but we only took
one each and we saw all the heavy ones. NB
So we waited for the guys tu take out.
And Debbie want tu open the IBM with one still behind!
Later your 6 become 5!
See properly next time!
Closed vouchers for Abdul and realised i really cant
close vouchers at night for nuts because at least one would be wrong!
WTH! Wanted tu fold heart with my paper and HuangZhen took it tu
fold one fox that has a mouth that can move!
HAHA! LOVE it i keep playing with it!
Went up early for chit chat and play with my new toy:D
Left the earliest and i nearly leave my fox on the floor:X
Slept on the transport and woke up when i am home.
Realised i left my dear fox on the transport!
SAD ttm la! My new toy was gone the day i had it):

Monday 7am-7pm
Tuesday OFF
Wednesday 7am-7pm
Thursday 7am-7pm
Friday 7am-7pm
Saturday 9am-3am
Sunday Cousins outing:D
Wont be updating for the next week cos i aim
tu sleep at 9/10pm everyday and wake up 5am for work:D

I forgot what happen at work on 25Feb
even though i work 9am-2am! HAHA! Nothing seems tu come=.=
I only remember Abdul asking me who can work for the TownHall event.
Text BF tu come of course, and he can! HAHA!
He's back in Malaysia now): April then he's back!
That's like so damn long la! Time faster fly!
I called him back tu work in a hurry cos i miss working with him
then in the end, we didn't even get the chance tu work tgt:X

26 Feb, Friday
Even when i start at 12pm, i can still be late!
HAHA! I end at 2am on 25 Feb and still cannot wake up.
Shows how tired i am already. Set alarm 8.30am
since i always need 2hrs tu prepare. Should leave house by 10.30
but in the end, i woke up at 10.30! On my phone and text
MY TWINNIE tu tell KimHock i'll be late.
Reached and start work at 2pm. There goes my $$$):
Went down tu canteen tu collect the YuSheng with my love
then we head back up tu prepare coffee and tea.
SC pissed us both like ttm! He's so not efficient that
when my mum can rest supposedly, she have tu do his part
when the event is not hers at all! You deserve tu be scolded!
Had tu pour the sesame seeds and peanuts into the YuSheng
but i can find the perfect spot for them cos the quality
of the canteen Yusheng was so bad that its not dry enough.
The carrots and ingredients still had quite alot of water.
Finished the TownHall event, cleared up and set for night wedding.
Took out the chair covers and MinYi and Debbie put them in,
Went for break at 5pm and went up after that.
Told ShiPing i want tu do door with MinYi.
He gave me 1 table 10 and although it was so damn in the front,nvm(:
Went behind and Twinnie wrote my booking for me.
WangHui pissed everyone off with her stubborn attitude!
Last minute, Shiping said i do 2-3 with my mum and WH take my table.
WTF! guess what she say! My table got complained thats why she have tu take over.
Oh please, if you can do 2-3 you think i need tu change?
And tu add on, even if i really have tu find someone tu take over my table,
you will not even be in my list of choices,
remember what ShiPing said tu you at the briefing?
'Alot of ppl say you cannot do table so you just take no.6 '
HAHA! You come only take one table and also cui, might as well dun come(:
What a professor! Dun even know the word chef and the fruit inside the honeydew sago
and chilli padi you also dunno, you just fucking wasted 26 years of your life!
So many ppl shout at you, don't you feel ashamed? Thick-skinned!
Had tu go inside the office tu write the schedule thanks tu you.
Told Abdul what happen, and see what happen tu you now:D
Try me bitch, see if you can still come bac and work(:
You book 4days now Abdul didn't even bother tu give you 4minutes:D
Door girl with MinYi and went out for 1st march-in.
HuangZhen was in a hurry tu open the door and bent my right hand backwards.
Instantly feel like my hand was coming off! Throughout the dinner,
suffer with the hand in pain, cant carry much,
clear also scared. The worst part came when i pour tea,
spill tea on the guest which made a big fuss when he wasn't the one getting hurt.
Mummy said i didn't look as if my heart was at work.
Probably i was thinking of Great grandma.
3months or less, thats damn fast. Now i regret not spending time with her.
Typical of humans, you only cherish and regret when you are about tu lose sth.
Set for the ballroom and Deborah strated going crazy
over the feather used for the ballroom wedding=.=
This girl nearly took the feather out of the ballroom!
Went for supper and home at 2.30am:D

27Feb 2010, Saturday
Went for work at 5pm and it was an Indian couple getting married.
The food came and the smell was so overpowering!
Nvm, BF said the chef put too much powder thats why.
And for the first time today, BF said HI tu me!
HAHA! BF said i was too quiet today.
He asked why when i was at the back area cos i didn't call him BF
the minute i saw him. I just kept quiet.
I know tired was not the reason but it came out of my mouth when he ask why.
BF, i lied. But i dunno how tu explain why i just never talk:X
The wedding was so damn messed up.
The couple didn't plan their table seating at all.
In the end, 40pax turn tu 50 pax!
Add one table last minute and find setting.
ShiPing said our speed was so fast we can fight with restaurant!
HAHA! The bride and groom were tu be ready tu march in
and the MC changed last minute!
March in and then we realised the couple would have nowhere tu sit
if they were tu come down from the stage after the ceremony.
In the end, they sat at the table that was last open!
After the dinner, we started clearing and the bride came and tell us
'My immediate family and I haven eaten yet'
I was like thinking WTF you serious?!
Then in the end, set back one table for them and they eat.
Went tu put chair covers on the solemnisation chairs.
So damn restless these few days.
I HATE CNY EVENTS! but for the $$$$:X
Went home at 1am! Seriously hate 1am transports!
The van would be so bumpy i feel like getting down and walk home!

28FEb 2010, Sunday,Yesterday
Finally reached the last day of CNY!
No more lou hei, less company dinner,more weddings!
Went tu work at 5pm and bought coffee for both EM.
Called Abdul and said i will buy for Elwin too.
His reply: Up to you la, you like him then you buy, dun like then dun buy
When i reach the canteen he told me:So you like him la!
WTH! I scared he see you have then he cry only! HAHA!
Printed the menus for the night and last min change floor plan.
Got 2-3 with Deborah and had tu photocopy the floor plan.
Walked up and down! NB Running errands sucks@!
Forgot tu enlarge the size of the floor plan for A3 so got tu go again>.<
Abdul even said the floor plan is correct just that the frame got bigger:X
After doing this, went tu standby for solemnisation with Debbie.
The photographer pissed us off like seriously!
Fuck off if you wanna take photos of us, we wont smile for ur cam.
The solemniser was fucking long-winded and Debbie and i got fed up waiting!
The bride was so anxious tu sit down i didn't even get tu flip her dress!
After solemnisation, cleared chairs and doors open.
Debbie and i instantly became 1-2!
WTF, it always happens. Whenever we partner 2-3, in the end also 1-2!
Damn suay and plus our guests cant wait!@
One guest even said he was dying of thirst, then die la! Please cant wait then die!
I even told Pat i feel like telling the guest 'Can you wait?'
HAHA! I rushed till HuangZhen was shocked my face was pale.
He told me tu rest but i got no time at all!
Then the 2nd march in came and after that went tu the bar tu rest.
HuangZhen was scared i cant continue the night
he poured a glass of drink for me. I drank it and felt better.
THANKS MS HUANG!! Lucky i drank that.
Played a bit of hide-and-seek with Debbie.
She said she saw me come out but she cant find me at the bar.
Cos i hid under the table and she didn't even bother tu look inside!
HAHA! Kept hypnotising myself that it is ending it is ending
and Debbie and i decided not tu clear our table from the chicken.
And we really left it there till we push trolley out.
We were so busy we even had a mini bar in the end.
We prepare soft drinks but used not much cos everytime we need,
we will just auto go in and take! HAHA!
Dinner ended and quickly cleared!
Lou Hei with the ppl who stayed for turn over:D
Didn't eat much cos i was having big headache!
After lou hei, Abdul was talking tu Debbie asking her tu prepare cutlery
then he said tell her she dun get it so he told me instead.
Took the cutlery with her and polished them all.
3 Dinner plates pocket of dessert fork and one whole silver tray of dessert fork and spoon and we were the last ones working when everyone was sitting alr!
Went down for supper and ask MinYi's BF tu text her cos i had tu bathe.
In the end, due tu laziness, i went tu disturb HuangZhen
then he ask me tu go rest and hope i get better so i went tu locker=.=
Home at 1am after the bumpy ride.

Dinner today with Family after Dad strike lottery!
HAHA! Had lots of Black Pepper crabs! LOVE IT!
And the total bill was considered cheap after ordering 2 crabs.$98.
Went home and i am half blogging, half doing Meimei's work,half into sleep!

I Miss my BF!! ):
And of course cant wait for work with my babes tmrw:D 9am-7pm of laughter and fun!