LAST DAY:D

30 December

My happiest day of the year probably.
At last, my lovely cutie-pies graduated tu K1! <3
All these months, weeks and days with them seeing them
grow taller, smarter, more well-behaved. Even my fat boy
Fan Chenxi stop hitting people and saying 'I don't want you!'
I went there ytd and the first thing he did when he saw me was
put down his bread, run over tu hug me and whisper tu me 'teacher geraldine, i miss you'
Made my day:D Then suddenly every nursery of mine came over and say
the same thing and hug me almost at the same time:D
Had my implementation at 4pm and went back home after seeing
Hazel and Zavier go hme.
MSN with MinYi<3 after something happen at hme.
THANKS GIRL! You nvr fail .
I think you're the only one who feels how frustrated i am whenever the same old thing happens
and it seems like i would get the same response of 'just go back with her la' if i were tu tell
somebody else. It so fking irritating why i seem tu have a mind of my own and yet i don't.
And when i had the chance tu voice out, it seems i nvr said anything. In the end, it still
comes back tu one outcome: Give in, girl. I'm old enough tu make my decisions myself but
it seems like a decision i make on my own is nvr gonna happen.

Haha haven been blogging ever since i last vent my anger.
LOL. Anyway, MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL:D
Thanks for those who send me msgs(:

Had my beautiful Xmas eve with Annie(:
Went tu Plaza first tu get my black sand paper.
Thanks for acc me tu buy(:
Bus 960 tu CWP for some window shopping.
She ate pastamania while i watch cos i wasn't using my own money>.<
Walked ard and she saw a pair of shoes she like but didn't buy in the end.
Nvm, girl rmb it wont look good with shorts and you wear shorts most of the time(:
HAHA! We agreed tu go back at 5pm.
Took the bus and thr's this 3 ppl who sat behind us and
suddenly we smell baby lotion=.=
After some time, we smell a funny smell=.=
I told Annie 'Eh you smell something funny anot?'
She said Yes so i ask if she want tu move seats since we have alot tu choose from.
Move from the second half of the bus tu the first half. LOL
Then the first thing i told her was 'fresh air.' HAHA!
Suddenly, they started talking loudly and playing music we can hardly interpret what lang
It sounds like eng but again it doesn=.=
I told her alien language then we started tu listen
and she told me if we go tu those guess song competition cfm lose. HAHA!
Home at 6pm cos Sk didn't pick up his phone so we didn go tu the gathering.
11am -2am wonder how i'll survive it for two days>.<
white-black, black-white>.<

For the 'SPECIAL' twosome who 'light up' my life!

Oh the last day of sch before elearning and my break starts.
break=no break! thr are still assignments tu be handed up during the break):
But at least i dun have tu wake up early just tu get ready.
Just felt like a big load off my mind when the vid was shown ytd.
Thinking back i was really pissed and helpless with the people i'm with.
If not for the marks, A and I would have just handed up nothing.
Why are the both of us working hard tu come up with sth perfect for YOU!
We didn have time tu even study properly for the test that even if i fail
i wont feel surprised. Test on Mon study at 12am on Sun all the way till i was supposed
tu go sch, i didn sleep at all! Got so fed up, i cried when talking tu Fi before the test.
But how in the world would you two even know?! So much for the tears.
We are using our time tu cover up for the work you two didn do.
You said 'i'll give you my work by 10pm' but in the end it was late by an hr.
Say you would be online. Tot that you would come online early, rush hme and started
waiting from 8pm. When it was 2am, got scolded by mum tu sleep
cos you would probably alr be. Nvm i waited 8pm-3am! You broke ur promise.
I was fking angry and you didn even bother tu come tell me the reason the next day.
I was waiting all along hoping you'd explain turns out i shldn't even think!
Call, sms no reply what's the use of ur fking phone? Dun even have MSN cos you
wouldn't even be online. We are slogging our guts out and you are alr slping soundly.
Do you know i have been bearing with it cos i dun want tu spoil the
classmate-ship we have? But i ended crying all by myself each time i bear with YOU!
Ytd. the last day of sch, you didn turn up. Not concerned for the outcome of the video or
you just think you do ur part filming it and you dun have tu care?
You got me pissed tu my limit thats why you got my call
and for once you picked up! You even have the cheek tu text me and said i was fierce
when i cut the call after i said 'i want tu see you at play 4pm no matter what'
WTF, you were supposed tu be in sch in the first place.
Text me sorry. Oh please if sorry works, then i will immediately kill you and apologise.
Sorry doesn't work the moment i'm pissed off with you.
After play, you cant wait tu go off. Didn even bother tu ask why A and i went HME off.
Use ur brains, we are so tied tgt with proj obviously its tu submit!
Thurs i had tu implement lesson, i couldn't cos ur lesson plan was not gud.
i had tu modify and till now when some have finished, i'm still stuck with 2 implementations!
I cried in front of my mentor who tot i was strong. The kids ask why and
even told me 'teacher, who bully you? i help you beat' If i could, i'll
get every kid from my centre tu kick you in the face anywhere!
All i can do was hug my fav ChenXi and hold back my tears. But you dun even know!
You said you just wanted tu sleep more. Fuck, then what about Amanda and me?
I was doing up the draft for play implementation cos Amanda was busy with the vid
and i bet the unreliable both of you would alr been in dreamland.
Staring at the laptop screen typing as fast as i can tu finish and i had tu modify
ur fking lesson plan, my eyes began tu hurt and i kept crying cos it was so painful.
Fri morning, lack of sleep + itchy eyes i couldn't get my eyeliner on even.
Went tu sch after countless tries, while watching the videos,
my eyes started tu get painful and tears came out again.
I really wanted tu do what my mentor tot me to do tu the both of you but
thinking we have tu be tgt for 3 years i hole it in like again.
language arts class, talked tu Lisa and she told me i dun have tu cry cos of you
and i'm a strong girl. Talked tu Fidelia bofore class ended too.
Thanks tu Amanda, Lisa and Fi i vent out my frustrstions, i cried.
I'm just fking sick and tired of ur endless irresponsibilty it's full of complains here.
Continue hanging out, continue sleeping early, continue ur irresponsible attitude.
I sincerely hope you'll wake up one day from this beautiful life of yours!
FO !
Turning more and more vulgar the moment i think of all the things you do.
Or rather the things that Amanda and i had tu help you do.
What are we? Tu help you clean up ur mess ? Like tu sleep so much
might as well just sleep thru out ur whole entire fking life ! You idiot!

ANGRY? IRRITATED?

Thursday

Attachment! Try out my lesson plan and so nervous!
The k1s asked why i was wearing specs-_-
I told them i play too much computer so they shldn't play too much-.-
Ding Ray told me 'nvm teacher, you still look nice' HAHA
Cos teacher rose was late, i had tu take care of the nursery first.
Chaos ! Playing, hitting, crying-_-
After implementing, went back tu nursery tu help with shower time.
Lunch time(:
NAp time. I pat Lisa tu sleep. Then Jiayi, ShiRui.
Dayna slept and Chenxi refusing tu sleep. He even went tu sit in the kitchen-_-
Finally he got tu sleep and not long after his dad fetch him hme tu see doc.

Friday
Forgot tu bring storybook so cab back with Amanda
Waited for Lisa and late for class

So frustrated nowadays!
wtf la, just do what you are supposed tu so!
Its grp work not paired work you know?!
If you see this i'll be more than happy!
Didn bother asking deadline of submission of draft up till the day or rather night
script, costumes, plots? reaction tu the draft: seems quite fun
i'm sure its not that perfect till you think thr's nothing tu be improved
after class, disappear. sms, call,msn no reply
if you say you'll be online, please be!
Do you know i waited frm 8pm-3.30am?!
Just cos i tot you will be online early or late at night?
Or do you think if thr is somebody who does it, its fine.
what makes you think 2 person have tu do the work of 4 ppl?

Urgh! done venting my anger(:
Get back tu work! You still have 2 more person's work tu do>.<