26 May 2010

Shocked to see i'm back to posting?
HAHA! My life has been so happening i dun feel like
updating my friends or anyone around me.
Since ppl cant be bothered to ask, i cant be bothered tu tell right?
I mean its not as if i want tu tell too(:
School assignments are flowing in like a massive flood!
I thought it through, thought it well.
Thanks for all the support and encouragement from ppl who knew what happened.
For ppl who don't, well too bad, you are just not updated enough:D
Sometimes, it just takes less than 30 secs for you tu ask 'how have you baan?'
I believe i will tell you everything.
Thats why there are some ppl who knew what happen tu me and some who don't.
If you are still thinking abt the death of my beloved Great Grandma
please get that thought out of your mind(:
Couselling helped alot despite just being one session.
The words said during that half an hr was priceless.
Giving me constant reminder each time i stray from the correct path.
I once thought nobody would be able tu truly feel what i feel
till i met ShiHui who told me she was in the exact same situation.
So many ppl knew what happened tu me but ironically some that i thought
would be in wasn't even considered.

THANKS:
1. MingYang
Accompanied me right from the start! The meet-ups despite
you being tired from your training. Pushing me on when you know
i am already making my mind up tu end it all. Thanks

2.SiJia
Girl, you've been with me way before the death of my Great Grandma.
Walking through all the problems i had. You know them all.
I was totally lost when i lose her but you were there, comforting
me, caring about me, asking and calling when i wasn't in school.
Telling me how worried you were. Sorry for the down period when i promised
i would be in sch but failed tu turn up, i may have let you down but
now i can assure you, i am back on my feet, i won't attempt silly
things or thoughts like what i did in the previous month since the
end of April. Thanks for everything.

3.Amanda
The girl whom i can always rely on. Like SiJia, you were equally worried.
Texts tu ask why i wasn't in sch. I couldn't bring myself tu face up
tu the messages that you, fidelia and sijia sent. Guilty perhaps
that i entertained those silly thoughts of mine. I know you would
be the happiest tu see me get back up. You never abandoned me once despite
all those hard times. Last year, i was in the same grp as you
in projects. You understand my potential and willingness but suddenly
i lost it, you were the most concerned as tu why my drive and motivation was
gone just like that. You made me understand that nothing is impossible.
Sorry for letting you worry as a friend, heartache probably but still THANKS for
all that you have done.

There are many more significant ppl wh have helped. Ms Asha, ShiHui,Minyi<3, Bernice,Fi. Thanks for being in my life, wonderful ppl.