Today morning keep waking up
and sleeping back again then wake up.
It always happens when i am sick:(
Ytd, wanted tu find replacement
but Yong Qiang couldn:(
The girls oso cant. Then i didn go
tu work today cos Mummy tell Kim
then she say no need tu go le.
So i stayed home and do housework!
Very 'gud' daughter hor? (pukes).
Hahax. After that went tu school for
the ECH Field Practicum briefing.
Intended tu meet Fidelia at the Makan Place
but she alr went tu the room le
so meet Michelle instead. On the way
tu the Atrium saw Lin Wee and he looks very
tall when i saw him. Or issit i short? Hahax.
Was late for the briefing then after a while
jiu can go home le then bcos i had no class
today, so troublesome and sian tu go for the
1 hour briefing lo. But compulsory:(
Went home alone, on the bus
thought about something and someone
and the thought of it nearly made mii cry:(

What shld i do if i cant let go?

What shld i do if i cant get you out of my mind?

What can i do if thoughts & memories of you keeps coming back?

Went tu school today.
Had decided tu put my laptop inside my bag
and in the end it brought back
my injury of the right arm that i have
got from work:(((( I got it when i carried
susan so my girls be careful okay?
Its permanent! and really painful when
it comes back. Hahax. It feels pain now.
Had the IT lesson and due tu somebody
my grp couldn present:((((
Had tu wait till next week. And i got
my attachment list alr and i'm in
Gloryland Learning Centre at Cashew Terrace.
Sounds nice right? Any kind soul wan pei mii go?
Hahax. Cos my class ppl none are with mii:(
Wore a dress tu school and chng my nail colours:D
I realise i can still wear covered shoes with
that toe of mine:D If you seen the previous post:)
The IT lesson was BORING!!!
Then went tu the library with Milt-tea
then tu bus stop tu go home.
I doze off on the bus but lucky for mii
i have tu get off at the interchng and i woke up
b4 that:D Hahax.
Mummy sms mii asking mii tu give her
Yong Qiang's numba so i call
her back and told her. And after that i realise
i can actually rmb his numba!
Its hard for mii tu rmb names and numba(s)
I even forgot SiMin's name once=.=
So i shld thank god if i can rmb urs:D
So tired that i want tu sleep
but when i reach home the TV
just told mii tu on it and watch:D
Tmrw will be working and there is the
attachment de briefing so i'm STUCK!
Need some help here seriously.
Its compulsory so have tu go but....
Nvm i'll think abt it later or never:P
I just rmb my new nail polish cant go work la.
Its so obvious i dun even need tu show.
I do work the manager can see liao:(

InterContinental. It gave mii alot of memories and frens. Never regret working there.The things that happen. The ppl i met:DThe girls, and someone special tu mii.And there is always this one person listening tu my complains and lets mii laugh out loud.Who teaches mii damn lots of stuff, do faces at mii, lets mii hit him and rarely hits me back.Somebody i will be giving a present tu and somebody i can never find fault with and makes mii laugh over the silliest things he say.

Toe fell off in whole!

Yes the nail came out!
I was like wtf its so damn painful!
Nearly cried but i didn:)
I'm a strong girl okay?
Hahax. Actually its just that moment
when i took it out that made mii
go 'f***' then my meimei look at mii
then told mii she understands:D
After that painful moment, sms
tu tell a fren abt it and got no reply:(

Today went tu school at 9am.
Had the written com class and i was
like going tu fall asleep bcos i sleep
at 4am again ytd night!
Wth right? i just cant sleep early!
At 11, went tu library for research and
it was quite fun actually.
Went tu Makan Place with Lisa.SiJia(Milt-tea)
and XinYun(Show Luo) for lunch at 1.30pm.
Chatted alot then it was the S&W thing.
Went for my Yoga class and it was quite slack
and we even get tu 'sleep' at the end.
Its for us tu relax and i nearly slept if
the teacher didn wake us up.
Hahax. I suffer from serious lack of sleep!
Tmrw there will be the STUPID IT test:(((
Have tu bring laptop again.
Thurs have no class cos its attachment which
starts 3rd week so we have no need tu go school:D
Fri Labour Day then its another rest day(Double yays)
Hahax. P.s I working on fri:D
Two days of rest at home.
Currently working on the project
on the milestones of children age range(2-7)
I doing the 3 year old one and its fun!
Have tu hand up by Week 7 so the four days
thurs tu sun have tu find alot info on it:D

What makes you a happy person?

Today had class at 9am and was abit late:P
Listen tu the lecture till i nearly fall asleep.
Sms-ed with SiMin during the lecture.
She start class at 11am unlike mii.
Hahax then had break for 3hrs long.
Went tu SIM for lunch with nearly the whole class.
After that, some of the ppl went tu Blk 72
while mii and SiJia and a few went tu library
and mii and SiJia created a 'inside joke' with
milk tea bcos of our lecturer in the morning.
Had a gud laugh thanks girl!
Hahax. drank chocolate milk tea with SiJia:D
Went for the class at Blk 53 and the
teacher was like late again la=.=
We waited in the hot sun!!!
After that she came, as we said
mii and SiJia went tu take the back seats
then we on the com and i MSN-ed!
Hahax. She wanted us tu do one exercise
which mii and SiJia couldn get into our heads.
I MSN-ed with SiMin
and sms-ed with ___ saying that i cant get the
lesson and i got the reply do slowly
so i did it slowly and i can lehx! Thanks man:D
Hahax. MSN-ed with Annie and she told mii
her frens wouldn be meeting her so we
decided tu meet and go home tgt:D
Bcos my class end at 4pm while hers end at 6
i waited for her outside Cheers and did my notes:D
Hardworking right? Joking la:D
She came at ard 5 then she bought cup noodles.
She said she can onli like eat naturally in front
of a fren that she is very familiar with.
At ard 6 we decide tu go.
Waited for a few 184 then cos too packed and we
have alot of time so we wait then
when there wasn alot of ppl then we board.
Chatted alot today:DD
Got off at the stop near Sk house then
we walk tu the traffic light before we parted:D
Walked home alone:)
I want tu go tu T1 for food and walk walk
like what somebody did today:(

Tmrw will be having S&W:D
Yoga lehx. Imagine meditating fr 2hrs:D
Hahax. I can teach you:)
Have tu bring heavy laptop again=.=

Work ytd. I extended my shift tu 2am
even though my toes killed mii way
before the dinner started:((
One-tu-one with Mummy.
Everybody was given one-tu-one.
Had cocktail for the last round.
Poor Shermaine was given one hr
of cocktail by Abdul:((
Dinner had no food presentation
and my guests wanted tu serve themselves.
So that spared mii the agony of serving in
my very painful toe.
When the dinner was going tu end,
it was alr 11pm and time for Francis
tu go home but thid gud girl actually
keep her table finish b4 she left.
My guests left quite late so i helped the
flower uncle keep the centre piece.
One lady she stepped on mii with her
high heels and she said sorry and just
walked off while her husband apologised
like he was the one who hurt mii.
Lolx. So painful i was abt tu cry!
Went into the food store and told Francis
abt wad happen and after that she went
out of the store while i stayed inside
and look at schedule plus make a phone call.
Somebody is clubbing till time is forgotten-.-
Cleared finish the tables and turn over
for wedding tmrw and it was very funny
the wedding today wont have any susan
and the table cloths were alternate
and there is even a dance floor. It just looks funny.
But anyway i'm not working la.
Asked tu wipe the wine glasses and i was sms-ing
as i was wiping so i wipe one reply one sms
then i didn wipe up tu ten lo-.-
At ard 1am, went down for supper
with the girls and the whole canteen
was practically filled with our laughter
which i will miss when i cant work
when i go for my attachment.
So long since i do till 2am
so i slept till 4pm today! Lolx.
First time sleep till so late cos i was
sms-ing till ard 4am b4 i went tu sleep.
Keeping one person and myself not bored:)

80th post:D

Today have tu go for work
bcos my 2days MC ended.
It's goin tu be wedding so i still
quite eager tu go. Plus the girls
esp. SIMIN will be there.
Okay i met her for the first two days
of school but its not been a week
but i miss working with her:D
Hahax. My toe hurts damn lots.
It can just suddenly hurt when i am
sitting down and it can go on for very long.
I slept and wake up for countless times
cos i was woken up by the pain:((
Yong Qiang just sms-ed mii tu
work for him tonight.
Sorry couldn help:(((

Called SiMin after Mummy ask if i wan work.
She's working so i'll be seeing her plus the girls
ltr on:D Attachment starts 3rd week!
Fast right? Nvm la can see kids and not teachers:D
So next week will be my 'last' week
at work before the attachment.
Realise my last always say say onli.
I told my mum that i will stop when school starts
in the end, i'm still working
and got a hospital visit on thurs.
Never been tu a hospital other than
when i was a baby. So it was quite scary.
I cant go tu hospitals or clinics
cos i'll be sick when i come back
just like now. I get sick easily:)
I'm working during holidays in June:D
The 2 weeks of holidays.
I think the ice trolley probably cant
bear for me tu go so it gave mii a present:D
Lolx. Now we are in DaJie's room
and discussing what shade of nail polish
we are suited for.
I am more okay for beige or nude colour
cos my skin colour would contrast
tu dark colors. I tried.
DaJie more tu the shade of red color.
Sister is dark so what shade is she okay with?
And ya Mummy Bernice in my class T-05 is
also a fan of DBSK lehx.
She loves MICKY YOOCHUN:D
Amanda in the class likes JAEJOONG!

Raffles Hospital Visit:(

Went tu work at 9am today because
i have no lessons for today.
At ard 11am, i was pushing the
ice trolley and i hurt my third toe.
The wheel just ride pass my toe cos i
wasn careful. Thinking that nothing
happen i went ard working until i feel pain.
I took off my shoe and saw BLOOD!
So i went ard limping:(
Yong Qiang came tu work late and still said
'morning' then i told him 'its not morning le uncle'
then he immediately stared at me cos i called him
UNCLE:D. I told him i hurt my toe
and showed him the blood oso.
After that, lunch start then Pandian
gave mii the easy job. Stand outside
the ballroom and guide the guests in.
Easy right? Hahax. So i did that for god knows
how long before i was called tu Kim's office
cos she knew abt the toe.I was still thinking
who told her. It turns out tu be Felix.
Didn expect it. He came and showed concern
and even though i said i'm okay
he went tu take the accident form for me
tu fill in so i have no choice but tu go tu hospital.
Its free la but i really dun wan tu go.
After the visit, i came back and continue tu work.
At 4.30, went down for dinner with my girls
and sms-ed Yong Qiang telling him that i went for
the hospital visit and i will show him my
'ba zhang' when he come back cos he went outside cater.
He kept asking if i am okay.
Before he went outside cater,after the sms
and when he came back. I oso told
brother abt it and he replied two times!
Miracle right? i tot he wont even reply
cos he is in army. I will recover:D
Intended tu tell Victor but didn in the end.
Didn see the need tu so onli the girls and
Yong Qiang and brother kows abt the visit.
Separated from the girls at night:((

LiHui and i got a new name for somebody.
'F&N'.
Bcos Coke and Sprite is taken up.
I told her that personally i feel that Coke
is way better than F&N. I get along well with
F&N oso but better with Coke. He didn
throw his temper at mii b4 and he teaches me alot.

Okay i have tu do my hw now.
Its due tmrw and i can still work

Day Three and posting in school.

I'm posting in school now:D
Hahax. The It teacher is practically talking
alien language which i dunno:P
This is the class i hate the most:DD
MSN-ed with Victor but he went off
for some ppt full screen slide.
Morning's Speech class was quite okay.
We shared the feelings of the first two days.
Ltr i will be having the briefing class
for the attachment on the 3rd week.
Finally kids!! Super HAPPY!

Later i will end at 4 so i am going tu rush like
mad tu work then start late
cos i confirm wont be on time.
Hahax. Nvm i will be working with the girls:D
My feet is hurting like crazy
cos it has blisters at the back of my heel
and Victor just offered tu buy mii plasters.
So good right? But buy the whole box for
just two blisters like abit exagerate ?

On the phone with Swee Kiat ytd night:DD

Day Two.

Today class was quite okay.
Met SiMin at 8am tu look for the venue
but this time it was easier cos SiMin knew
where it was so not much walking.
Went for the first class and it was quite okay.
We played a naming game and
it was fun and quite hard cos you have tu
rmb every single adjective+name till ur own one.
After the first class, everyone went tu the 2nd one tgt
and we played the same naming game again=.=
This time round the class was more fun.
We split up into groups of 5 and moved
around the room playing different toys.
Apparently this is not as stressful as
the other courses who needs maths or science.
But actually its not full play cos we have
tu think of ways tu better let the kids play.
Example shorten the distance btwn the toss & coil
so that the kids wont be too sad when they cant aim well:D
Hahax. After the 2nd class LUNCH-TIME!
The whole of T-05 went for lunch at Canteen2 tgt.
There are onli 12 guys in ECH and 2guys in my class.
It may sound less but actually if you find a guy in ECH
its a miracle already. Hahax.
After collecting the PE shirt and lunch,
went tu sign up for CCA and buy textbook.
Spent $73 on the books which is heavy.
The whole of my class joined Leo Club.
After that we went tu LT26 for the S&W lecture.
We have tu choose sports tu take up for 6mths.
So since i have absolutely no interest in SPORTS
and esp. ball games i am left with swimming,yoga and aerobics.
I love watching ppl play ball games and swim
but i dun like it so i chose yoga:D
I know right hard tu imagine mii meditating
since i am so damn noisy but according
tu the instructor we will be in the air-con
room and he will full blast it so that we can do yoga in comfort.
So from next wed on i will be doin yoga 3pm-5pm.
Along with mii alot of T-05 girls took it too.
We are very united now and we were like
hoping nobody else join so that it will be the T-05 Yoga class
but there are alot more ppl than we tot will join.
After the lecture end, went home with my heavy books.
I brought my laptop today tu school and
no class needs tu use it so i basically took it
in my bag on one shoulder and the books tgt
went on the bus and home.
By the time i reach home i couldn find my keys
so you can imagine how fed up i was la.
Its lighter than a 5ft susan but how long
have i not been working? Hahax.
But nvm tmrw i will be working alr!
Like finally after a week:D
I think i'm the only one who will wan tu
work and work non-stop. Anyone else?
We can be gud frens:D Lolx.
And it was today that i know frm the other
classmates that for this week and the next
i wont be needed in the school on thurs.
Hahax. Bcos my ECH attachment starts on
the 3rd week and the thurs class are actually
the attachments:D Yeah now i dun have tu worry
abt finding replacement for thurs morning.
I have been thinking shld i cancel the slot
or find Yong Qiang for help. Lucky i didn
cancel it or not it will be a waste of $$$$$.
I will be going tu class early at 10am
and ending at 3pm:D
After that i will be rushing tu work
which i will probably reach ard 4plus.
I have tu tie my hair quick or not no time for dinner.
I want tu bring and wear new shoes
but Mummy says that since i wont be going back often i shld not
bring the new shoes tu work.
Erm quite true but she dunno how
painful i am walking in the shoe where the heel is spoiled!
Nvm i shall TELL her again tonight.
I will bring the pair of shoes tu school mayb.
Extra weight or mayb i shld not?

Day One.

Today is the first day of school.
Met LeXin tu go and look for the venues
where our class are held.
Found both our venues and i was LATE.
Hahax. Went in and the lecture alr started.
Class ended at 10.30am while she start tu take
attendance. I was in the 5th class.

Waited outside Cheers cos i was meeting
SiMin for lunch. Waited from 11am till 12
cos we agreed tu meet at 12 but my class ended
early so i waited for her longer.
So long since i see her:D
We went tu look for Blk 18 then ate waffle plus a drink.
We chatted along the way then
we got horned by cars for three times in total.
Searched for LT38 for SiMin.
We even ask for directions.
Class ended at 4pm but couldn meet SiMin
cos she need tu rush home.
Homed with Lexin and Jiaxuan
I have homework for today:(((((

Today is a day of searching and walking in the heat basically:D

School starts tmrw!
Checked out the location of the LTs
on the online map just now for myself
and also for SiMin. Her LTs are all in
the respective blocks while mine is alone
by itself near the Convention Centre.
Convo with DaJie just now.
DaJie:你明天不要去错class hor.
Me:不会的:) 因为我连它在哪里我都不懂怎样去错？
Lolx. I cant imagine tmrw.
Shld be meeting with Annie tu go tgt BUT
she starts class onli at 10am
so i went tu meet LeXin tu go tmrw.

Change of blogskin:D

After countless attempts i got a new blogskin:)
Sp proud of myself cos i didn use any help
tu change tu the current skin. Hahax.
School is starting in less than 48 hours.
Will be meeting Annie tu go school tu find out
where mine and her lessons will be held.
I think LT62 is near the convention centre.
I receive help from Aishah cos she is in the
same course, same poly as me:D
Talked tu her on Facebook and thats how i manage
tu know where LT62 is ard. She will be studying Year2
and she told mii its gonna be fun for ECH students
cos there will be attachments with kids!
Cant wait for that. Hahax.
After first class ends then i will be meeting
Dear Simin for lunch then we will look for
the place where both our lessons will be held AGAIN-.-
Will have tu ask her if she is working on wed
cos if she is i can meet her after her class tu go work tgt.
Will be wearing new heels tu work
cos the old one is spoiled and everytime i walk
its painful. So i might as well bring the new one:D
Finally will be able tu meet the girls after
dunno how long. I miss them alot!
Today Dear Huiyi is working all along
with Pandian cos she replace another person.
Micheal Poo is coming back on Wed alr tu
prepare for the BIG western event on thurs:D
I will be working from morning tu night on that day
so i hope i wont get too tired and make mistakes.
That event cant afford mistakes:(

I just realise that with my timetable i can
still work and work at night like nobody's business.
Hahax. Actually its not gud for health
but unless someone preach and preach
tu mi i dun really care la.
But ther is something i realise is that
if i get tu sleep at least 8 hrs i will auto wake up-.-
If i sleep at 3am i will wake up at 11am the next day
and it always annoys me cos i dun wan tu wake up.
If i wake up at earlier than 11, i will be very tired-.-

I miss my girls:D

Today morning Beatrice called mii tu work
for next week and she gave mii damn lots of shift.
This is sth that some idiot wont do.
She probably hates mii or wad.
Nvm so i will be working wed tu sat next week.
And finally i get tu chiong work from morning till night.
Thurs will be the 9am tu 1am work shift:D

Went tu dinner at Ichiban at IMM.
After that went shopping for TV
cos our house that one is apparently dying:(
Didn manage tu see one we like
but Daddy bought mii a new earpiece.
Its PINK! Cost him 19 bucks and he let mii keep
the change of $1. Lolx. He seldom does it la.
Hahax. Then we went in search of Mei's earpiece
but didn get tu buy it in the end.
Homed at 1030 but Daddy went tu bowling centre
tu take back his bowling ball cos he has tournament outside
tmrw so he cant possibly leave at the centre.

I miss that brother of mine:)

Back from work:D

Back from my 'last' day of work.
Obviously it wont be my last day la.
I love my job too much tu give it up.
Hahax. Today worked at 3rd floor
and the pantry was like damn hot lo.
Prepared for the lunch and everything then
went for lunch at canteen without Shermaine
cos she was on standby.
When the lunch started, Simin and i took the
behind side of the room and clear plates.
She hurt her finger today making the rack:(
I hurt my fingers cos it got sandwiched
in btwn the rack and the trolley.
After the lunch ended, cleared up
and after that the uncle came tu clear the food
and he just practically stack everything tgt
and all my food was gone.
I quickly keep the bread and took it behind.
After i redo the juice glass and high ball
for dunno how many times with Simin,
i called Yong Qiang tu come up and eat.
He told mii he was very free today cos his
guests dun need tu be looked after.

Went for the induction programme today.
Met Huiming and Huimin at the BP interchng
and took 184 tu Np. Abt 1/2 hr ride
which means we have tu go out early for classes:(
I was so bored i went off at lunch
but i managed tu know where Block 52 was.
One of my classes will be held there ma.

Watched 100% entertainment ytd
and found out that BY2 is oso a fan of DBSK!
They both love Annie's Jaejoong:D

Another day at home again-.-
I woke up at ard 12 and went for a nap at 3pm.
Lolx. How many hrs a day am i awake a day?
Not really alot isn't it? Hahax.
Poly starting. 9am classes!
How can i wake up early?

Today went tu Plaza tu renew books for Mummy.
Chatted on the fone with my dear Simin when i was walking home.
Talked abt the outing for the GIRLS ONLY!
and it seems that we are only left with Sunday if we want
before poly starts.
Dear Beatrice's coming back tmrw!
She went tu Taiwan.
We wanted tu go on Sat cos town opens till 11pm
but Lihui and Beatrice wont be available.
Thurs is out cos 3girls are working including mii.
Fri cos town dun open till late so no oso.
Hahax. Seems only Sunday my girls:D

Three months ago, if i didn start work
i wont be able tu meet wonderful ppl like my girls:D
And YongQiang who teach mii so many things
and my Mummy who always looks out for mii:D
And if i didn work i wouldn meet Desmond.
I never seen a guy like chocolate as much as him.
Yong Qiang hates it. He tried once and gave mii that face.
Lolx. Esp my girls who knows how tu nake mii laugh the most:D

Tmrw will be meeting with Huimin and Huiming
tu go tu Np for the induction thing.
Intend tu meet up with Annie but since i duno
when the induction ends so we said next time:D

Day at home again.
Msned with 2 of my girls:D
Simin and I agreed on lunch tgt ont he first day of school.
Hahax.I just saw my timetable
and the timing was like 2 hrs of class and alot of rest
before the next class starts and the thing is
i dun even know where the rooms for class are.
Lolx. But i know for sure that i can work on the weddings
on thurs and friday.
Cos on thurs i onli need tu go for 3hrs of class and home.
Fri i have tu go for 9-11 and i am free again.
So few hours of studying onli.
But i dunno abt BA student Simin cos she have class
which mostly ends at 4pm and if she were tu work
she wold be late.
Lolx. Starting school at 9 am/10am almost everyday.
The bus rides would make mii puke man.
Hahax. I hate changing buses. It took up 45 mins
which means i will have tu leave house early and wake up early!
Brother went tu Army today at 8am.
Wont be seeing him for the next 2weeks.

2 more days left!

Today went tu Malaysia for shopping:D
Went tu Jusco for lunch.
Lunched at a place called Vivo.
After that walked ard and bought a pair of shoes for Dajie.
Her advance birthday present.
Went tu Holiday Plaza after that tu chng money.
Then tu eat dinner.
Bought discs tu watch ltr!

Chatted with my girls on MSN and
tmrw Simin is working :D
So long since i saw her man.
Hahax. Miss her alot!
This girl she thought she work at night
but actually she work the morning tu 7pm shift.
Lolx.Nvm abt that girl lucky you asked mii:D

2 more days before Desmond goes into army:(((

3days:D

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Finally i work after 2 whole weeks of rest.
Western dinner and i was the beverage server
while the rest of my girls was the food server.
Yong Qiang seemed so tired cos he slept at 5am.
Went home at 11pm

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Started work at 7am
Tea break and after that the guests went for lunch at Olive Tree
so Aunty boon kheat and my mum, we
SLACKED in the food store.
Took a nap, sms and eat sweets:D
That Pandian told mii tu pre tray for 6 tables
and i did that. After that he told mii tu pre another 19!
He told mii tu go for makan at 4.30
but i was busy preparing the bowls that i forgot abt the time.
So i called him at 5pm and went down for makan.
Went up at 5.30 and he scolded mii for forgetting the time.
Lolx. I was busy pre tray for him that i didn go for dinner lo.
Learn how tu appreciate that please.
He was like pms-ing for the night cos he kept scolding
mii,Shermaine and Yun Dan.
I cut my hands 2 times while i pre tray please=.=
One guest asked for chinese tea
and i went tu prepare for him and bcos there was
no chinese dinner so i took tea leaves tu make tea
i had tu drain the tea leaves out and while doing that i
scalded myself on the second finger that i cut.
Ouch! I was so pissed off.
Yong Qiang was disappointed cos the buffet for the night didn
have cheesecake. Hahax.
After the event ended, Abdul said close the doors
and MAKAN:D Chocolate cake was the first one i ate.
Yong Qiang was looking for utensils
and bcos there was no clean ones, he told mii tu wash for him!
Big bully this guy, so i went tu wash for him
while he took chicken for mii .
Work till 12 and transport home.

Yesterday, woke up at 3pm and
the moment i woke up i received a call
from Pandian asking mii tu go for work at 5pm.
The event started at 6.30 and it was suppose tu end at 8pm.
10 feet table was so huge lo.
Then when the event end, it was the first time i see
the guests leave like they cant wait tu leave.
In like 5 minutes every guest left alr.
We started clearing then half way
Yong Qiang told mii tu go eat.
Imagine turn over at 8pm=.=
Slacking at 9.30 alr.
Then Yong Qiang start tu talk abt how creepy 3rd floor was and the vault.
Elwin told him tu take the black file tu office
then cos he was scared then i offered tu go with him since
there wasn anything tu do alr
He called his mum and brother on the way for sth.
When i went back, Aunty Jasmine told mii
tu take baskets for the napkins,
I left my phone on the table and
when i came back , saw Elwin holding my phone.
Shermaine told mii that simin called and then
Elwin act as if he was my father and 'scolded' her.
She was so embarassed she quickly said bye and hang up.
Folded napkins and Yong Qiang didn wan tu help mii.
After that, i beg him then he helped.
completed halfway thru 50 with his help and went back at 11pm
we were supposed tu end at 1am but start turn over
at 8pm wad time can we end? Lolx.

I thought it through:D

Tu my girls and Annie &Lexin.
I thought it thru le:D
You all would be happy tu see this rite?
Its a fact that he doesn feel the same way i do.
I cried before and i'm okay now.
He told mii alot of things after his answer
and because of that i thought it thru.
I'm glad that at least he doesn avoid it .
And i dun regret having waited for so long tu this answer.
At least i dun have tu wait any longer le.
Because he wanted tu make mii happy
he went tu book an extra day this coming week.
I feel bad la cos he wanted tu stop till today
but nvm i get tu see him one last time(as a fren)
before he goes into the army:D

Today went for dinner at Bukit Timah.
Daddy was eating the last satay when meimei said it was Mummy's
Then he did a gross thing.
He alr put the satay in his mouth then he took it out
and gave it tu my Mummy.
We laugh at him for doing that which made him so ps.
Will be working on tues.
I'm goin tu be so happy on that day.
Cos Desmond promised mii a Mentos feast.
Lolx. His last day really. Hahax.

Thanks Annie(BF),Simin,Francis and Beatrice.

Title: You hurt mii but you made mii happy.

Ytd received msgs from my girls telling mii tu be strong:)
Thanks girls! Loves.
I guess what i need is time. A lot of it.
Onli replied the morning msg at night
cos i dunno how tu. Had been thinking for the whole day.
I appreciate your answer even if its not wad i hoped for.
Thanks anyway.
My girls, he promised mii he would be there
and make mii happy if i'm sad.
Ytd i was veri unhappy and he actually cheered mii up.
I didn expect he would be the one who hurt mii and made mii happy.
For mii, he would work one day next week

And thanks Annie(BF)
You were there when i needed somebody badly
You understood how i feel.
Why i cant smile and be happy even though i try tu.:)

If i say i'm okay,I would be lying.

Woke up at 9.14am and receive a sms.
It was as if you could sense i had woke up
and chose tu send it at that time.
You said it would be unfair if you gave mii what i had been waiting for.
You said you are leaving work and mii.
Can you imagine the tears that well up as i read that msg of urs?
I doubt you can.
I waited for so long,the hopes increased as the days go on.
I thought you feel the same
or was i thinking too much?
I think i was bcos the answer wasn wad i had been hoping for.
You even asked how things were goin on btwn mii and him.
If you didn care for mii,why bother asking?
Its as if you are adding salt tu my open wound.
No wonder there is a saying
The higher ur hopes are,the greater ur disappointment.
Sad cant describe how i feel now
bcos its more than that. I am not alone at home
so i cant cry even though i feel like it so much.
I wan tu go out but i have no idea where.
I hate chocolates now. and cake.
You gave mii so much hope
and you gave mii as much disappointment.
Now i understand why i cant cry even though
i hurt so much. Its because
there are some kinds of pain that you cant speak out loud.
You knew long ago but you did nothing.
Be prepared for the worst i keep telling myself
I was prepared but not yet and you already told mii the answer.
Ever thought about how i would feel?
Waking up early in the morning just in time for your answer.
Yes your hurtful and disappointing answer.
Then i rather i had never wake up so that i go
thinking that you feel the same way too.
The army problem? Is that why you decided ur answer?
I dunno. I wanted tu ask why but i know there
is no such thing as "why" in this kind of thing.
You told mii tu forget since you are leaving.
Ya try forgetting it urself if you are in my shoes.
When i work next week, do you think i wont be reminded?

11 more days.

{edited}

I'm supposed tu go out today but
bcos today's my grandfather's death anni
so i made somebody sad.
I dun mean tu but who knows in the end
i'm staying at home looking after my sister
who is sick. Lolx. I'm not really
doing my job in looking after her la
bcos she is using her laptop and i am
using mine now so i dun have tu bother
about her for now unless she says thay she is hungry=.=

Francis did mii a GREAT help ytd.
She helped mii do the same thing for the 2nd time
using the same way she did the first time.
She told mii the reply so i'll just have tu wait for next week.
Again=.= I have been waiting for about a mth.
Its worth at least if the ending is wad i hope for
but even if its not, i wont regret too.

11 more days till the answer.

It's next week la. Why didn you do anything?

If you knew it even before Francis told you

how come you showed nothing?

Lolx. Sometime ago i receive ur msg

almost evryday. Can you imagine how i feel?

If wad i think you are worried about is wad

you are really worrying about then i'm really disappointed.

Really, I have been hoping or rather waiting ba:(

But nothing seems tu come out of all this endless wait.

Day out with ANNIE!!

Lucky there's this B-F for mii today!

Today was a happy day with Annie

BUT! we both agree that we are not going tu meet

with anyone and everyone on April's fool

cos its a confirmed a SUAY day for the both of us.

First we were going tu go home

then we decided tu take bus home then we got

TRICKED by the bus driver that it was going tu Boon Lay inter.

So after like 45 mins of bus ride

we both got off tu take a taxi.

Couldn get a taxi at first then we decide tu walk back

then a taxi came and we went on our way tu CCK.

When we reach CCK cos it was raining there

i was worried that Annie and I have tu go home in the rain

so we tell the driver Segar but he dunno where it is

so we went BPP instead.Bcos i brought a packet of nail stickers

which i pasted on the bus, i decide tu alter it on the taxi

Unknowingly we reached Plaza

and cos i was so busy on my nails i didn pay attention tu the meter

not bcos i have no $ i'm just shocked!

cos at cck it was ard 12.80 then at plaza it was $20.

Forget it. Then the other suay thing is my manicure spoil=.=

The first day so you can imagine how suay.

Lolx. we were like cursing the bus driver for cheating us.

Nvm but today with her i realise sth

that onli she and i will know:D

Thanks for the help you gave mii today.

Hahax.

What shld i do without her?

I really dunno. Hahax. She help mii reply his msgs

cos i have the least idea on wad tu reply.

Meet up soon okay?

But next year not on April's Fool le!

We had enough rite? :D