As i told My TWINNIE, i am not gonna blog abt tues.
There's really nothing but getting pissed that day.
You gave me alot of hope and TRUST like finally
and you took it away too(: Mayb to you, getting my trust
is no big deal but to me, trusting ppl is a hard thing.
Like god damn hard! I was starting tu think you are worth it
but again no you are not. I can put the tuesday outing
on the front of my list and even dun book on purpose for that day,
but you, you book, schedule out, you say you dun feel like cancelling.
Well, if thats the case, you book for this week and you specifically
said that you only had 3 days so dun want cancel shift if we go wed.
In the end, see what fucking happen, personal problem and all
your shifts gets cancelled. Even for the next week.
Who was the one who insisted no cancelling of shift.
Ya, you had relatives that are more impt than us of course.
But can't you see that you are contradicting yourself?
No matter what you won't cancel, now you still cancel.
What's the meaning of this? Trying tu say we are not worth you
giving up ur pay, ur money for enjoying the time we can spend tgt.
Teck Jin and i started tu wonder if it was right from the start
that we included you in the previous outings.
The first time, specifically, if you can watch 2 then you come
if you cannot watch 2, just fuck off.
We went home early cos you kept whining, standing up, not even feel like staying.
The first time we went out w/o TJ, you had work 7am the next day.
The first time we went out with Tj,same thing but you were so diff
i feel like sending you home almost immediately.
Friends are supposed tu be treated this way in your opinion
or is it because to you we are NOT friends, we are colleagues
that doesn't even matter a bit to you.
It's true i cannot be angry for long, and you know it.
But at the same time, you fucking idiot also know i hate ppl who act this way.
I wanted tu tell you how angry but i didn't want tu make it awkward
and spoil ur mood even though you spoiled mine.
YOU stupid idiot, rotten egg, spoiler, brainless,dumbass,fat,pig,ugly,short,asshole,irritating,inconsiderate fucker@!
Even though i know you, UNDERSTAND you, i cant tolerate this!
Reached my limit! Understand you, yes i do, then what abt my feelings?
Minyi's feelings? TeckJin's? I doubt you fucking think abt it once!
You are just like the worst guest i had, cant wait tu kill you!