Oh the last day of sch before elearning and my break starts.
break=no break! thr are still assignments tu be handed up during the break):
But at least i dun have tu wake up early just tu get ready.
Just felt like a big load off my mind when the vid was shown ytd.
Thinking back i was really pissed and helpless with the people i'm with.
If not for the marks, A and I would have just handed up nothing.
Why are the both of us working hard tu come up with sth perfect for YOU!
We didn have time tu even study properly for the test that even if i fail
i wont feel surprised. Test on Mon study at 12am on Sun all the way till i was supposed
tu go sch, i didn sleep at all! Got so fed up, i cried when talking tu Fi before the test.
But how in the world would you two even know?! So much for the tears.
We are using our time tu cover up for the work you two didn do.
You said 'i'll give you my work by 10pm' but in the end it was late by an hr.
Say you would be online. Tot that you would come online early, rush hme and started
waiting from 8pm. When it was 2am, got scolded by mum tu sleep
cos you would probably alr be. Nvm i waited 8pm-3am! You broke ur promise.
I was fking angry and you didn even bother tu come tell me the reason the next day.
I was waiting all along hoping you'd explain turns out i shldn't even think!
Call, sms no reply what's the use of ur fking phone? Dun even have MSN cos you
wouldn't even be online. We are slogging our guts out and you are alr slping soundly.
Do you know i have been bearing with it cos i dun want tu spoil the
classmate-ship we have? But i ended crying all by myself each time i bear with YOU!
Ytd. the last day of sch, you didn turn up. Not concerned for the outcome of the video or
you just think you do ur part filming it and you dun have tu care?
You got me pissed tu my limit thats why you got my call
and for once you picked up! You even have the cheek tu text me and said i was fierce
when i cut the call after i said 'i want tu see you at play 4pm no matter what'
WTF, you were supposed tu be in sch in the first place.
Text me sorry. Oh please if sorry works, then i will immediately kill you and apologise.
Sorry doesn't work the moment i'm pissed off with you.
After play, you cant wait tu go off. Didn even bother tu ask why A and i went HME off.
Use ur brains, we are so tied tgt with proj obviously its tu submit!
Thurs i had tu implement lesson, i couldn't cos ur lesson plan was not gud.
i had tu modify and till now when some have finished, i'm still stuck with 2 implementations!
I cried in front of my mentor who tot i was strong. The kids ask why and
even told me 'teacher, who bully you? i help you beat' If i could, i'll
get every kid from my centre tu kick you in the face anywhere!
All i can do was hug my fav ChenXi and hold back my tears. But you dun even know!
You said you just wanted tu sleep more. Fuck, then what about Amanda and me?
I was doing up the draft for play implementation cos Amanda was busy with the vid
and i bet the unreliable both of you would alr been in dreamland.
Staring at the laptop screen typing as fast as i can tu finish and i had tu modify
ur fking lesson plan, my eyes began tu hurt and i kept crying cos it was so painful.
Fri morning, lack of sleep + itchy eyes i couldn't get my eyeliner on even.
Went tu sch after countless tries, while watching the videos,
my eyes started tu get painful and tears came out again.
I really wanted tu do what my mentor tot me to do tu the both of you but
thinking we have tu be tgt for 3 years i hole it in like again.
language arts class, talked tu Lisa and she told me i dun have tu cry cos of you
and i'm a strong girl. Talked tu Fidelia bofore class ended too.
Thanks tu Amanda, Lisa and Fi i vent out my frustrstions, i cried.
I'm just fking sick and tired of ur endless irresponsibilty it's full of complains here.
Continue hanging out, continue sleeping early, continue ur irresponsible attitude.
I sincerely hope you'll wake up one day from this beautiful life of yours!
FO !
Turning more and more vulgar the moment i think of all the things you do.
Or rather the things that Amanda and i had tu help you do.
What are we? Tu help you clean up ur mess ? Like tu sleep so much
might as well just sleep thru out ur whole entire fking life ! You idiot!
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