So the whole night you have been fucking upset abt that.
During briefing, you know what happen? you don't!
ShiPing said choose partner, you choose someone else
and thats why i went tu MinYi! She said she didn't want tu partner
so i was like then who am i gonna do with?!
You said i had my back turned its cos i was telling MinYi
how come you today dun want tu partner with me! NBCB you dunno and anyhow say.
At the back-area, you ask how many glasses i want tu drink each night.
You know how rude it was?! In front of MinYi and Richard, you mean
i cant show how i really feel?! They are the only ones i am true-self tu!
I dun even show how i feel tu you! You said from where you are, you can hear
me slamming the glass on the oblong table but i swear i didn't!
And you said i was pissed, turned my head and walked out.
Thats when you felt that how can i do that tu you.
Now remember what you thought me? Dun throw temper at work.
Oh well, look what you are doing! Embarass me and then getting angry.
WTF, I didn't slam the glass at all!
In front of MinYi,Eric and Richard you can say if i am given that VIP i
jolly well dun come tu the back area! Pls there isn't a single soul at the table!
And i tried talking tu you isn't it? But what was ur reaction?
Walking away with that pissed look. Eh i can feel it ok?
If i was pissed at you saying me, i would not even talk tu you!
You say its cos i stood with MinYi thats why you choose others.
But its cos you choose others the moment ShiPing say choose!
What can i say? My table's guests fucking pissed me off but can i tell you?
I helped you serve your Muslim food and not even a word of thanks
thats okay, you still gave me that pissed look again. WTF you want?
I know its totally impossible tu extend so i didn't even ask you right?
I know you love tu do things for me then tell me.
But do you know i feel i have absolutely no say in anything at all?
Hey, i am grown up i know how tu handle my things.
Stop taking that night that i do till shag and rest at turnover as an excuse ok?
If i can take it means i can stop thinking i cant!
And what's with the fucking talk abt my legs? No rice=no strength=falling down
nbcb it doesn't make sense ok? How many times do i have tu tell you
that it was absolutely dry tu the clearing area. I know mayb you would
not be as stupid tu slip there. Yeah only i will, happy?
I felt so wronged and accused by you but apparently you just think you are right.
I wanted tu explain why i partner MinYi, i wanted tu explain i didn't slam the glass.
But tu you, i alr turn my back=i want MinYi dun want you
I walk out after you say that=i slam the glass and i am pissed.
What kind of fucking stupid logic its that?!
You said is MinYi more important than you tu me?
Oh so thats the reason you were ignoring her is it?
She's important thats right, but do you know how you feel everytime affect me the most.
i cant understand why you say its only you who are giving in.
You mean tu say in the past you wanna extend, i said yes when i am tired, thats not giving in?
I used tu tell ppl that i like working cos you are thr, now?
I dunthink i have the courage and willpower tu say that. I dun even dare.
Do you really know me? You really know how i feel? I doubt so.
If i were tu ask you, what are the things i am afraid of? Can you name them?
I am not even afraid of lozards and cockroaches but i am afraid of
one insignificant fruit, but again you know what it is?
Believe me, ask MinYi. She'll be able tu tell you.
Its not because you dunno me well enough, its because as time goes
i dunno how tu talk tu you like a friend. I see you as somebody
whom i have difficulty expressing towards. You always tell me tu keep my
temper, keep my temper until i dunno how tu express it sometimes MinYi
have tu take it all. Friends are the ones i am really MYSELF when i am with them!
I know you hate vulgar lang, out of respect i dun say them tu you right?
You say what i did hurt you made you xin ku for the night.
Oh so what abt you? The things that i have tu do tu ur request those are making me
feel ficking good, at the top of the world?
I have tu go back at 11pm, say bye tu everyone. I hate that do you know?
If it was you, having someone deciding ur every fucking move, deciding every single thing, you would be happy? Happy not getting tu voice out?
AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! I HATE BEING ACCUSED AND WRONG!!
WHAT HAPPENED BETWEEN BABY AND ME DO YOU KNOW????? NO!!! WHY? COS I CANT FUCKING TELL YOU, EVEN IF I DID WOULD YOU KNOW WHAT I WANT TU DO?

ATTACHMENT:)

As usual, went tu see my cutie pies!
Did the try out with them since i couldn't implement
I made Rachel speak! So satisfied with myself!
Zavier keeps disturbing and i got really angry drag him out of class.
Phoebe couldn't keep quiet for once!
Home at 6pm.
Chat on the phone with my beloved TWINNIE MinYi!
HAHA! You know i know la!
Baby, stop lying alr. Your lies are known tu me alr
and you still wanna continue lying. The Twinnie's are revenging.
You're definitely not up tu our match. We shall see who is at the losing end.
You lie tu me, fine i shall do the same thing since you would never get it

YunDan, hey girl i am not talking about you la! You also didn't lie tu
me what for i label you as Baby?! Dun have that thinking alright? We
will be like the best of girlfriends for as long as we live! Baby will never
be your name:D I really didn't wanna type that person's name out thats why
i chose another name for that person. I dunno why you even think that Baby is you.
Did you lie tu me before? If you have, i cant guarantee what i will do tu you(:
So, dun ever lie tu me! I believe you wont too:D

MY EX; 02 FEB 2010 LOVELY OUTING WITH SWEETS!

02 Feb 2010

The sequel tu movie outing late at night from last 2 weeks.
This time with more ppl:D
Two weeks ago: Richard,Eric,MinYi and me!
This time round:Richard,Eric,MinYi,Deborah,Jerina,Teck Jin and me!
Finished school and took bus tu Dhoby Ghaut tu meet my TWINNIE MinYi!
I was so damn late i made her waited like forever!
I am so sorry!
Went tu GV and waited for the others:D
Debbie came then Eric and left with Richard and Jerina!
When they come, they were like we can only watch one movie.
I was half coughing half sian alr! Cant watch 2 then come for what?!
Nvm, we bought tickets for 'My Ex'
Went tu dinner which wasn't really dinner cos only Teck Jin eat.
LOL cos i had my chicken like again! MinYi heard me wanting tu eat it
and she was like again chicken again! HAHA!
Went tu the toilet and Jerina got freaked out by the strips of ads
on the walls of the toilet above the basins. I was like scary meh?
The only ones looking forward tu the movie was Richard and me the most!
When we went tu the cinema the lady asked if the counter check our ICs
LOL we asked her back 'so you want tu check?'
HAHA, went in, sat beside Twinnie and Richard.
Watched the movie and keep disturbing MinYi thru out.
Beginning, Richard told me tu touch her hand suddenly.
I keep wanting tu laugh! Touched her and she got a shock she hit me!
HAHA! Richard passed his cardigan for her tu cover her eyes!
Richard half way thru the movie, told me he want tu scare MinYi.
I was like laugh then i lean back cos he want tu do this himself.
He stretched his hand and pushed MinYi then she hit me! HAHA!
Then Richard told me 'we should have watched tooth fairy'
I was like 'you scared ah?' He actually nod his head and said 'ya'
I laughed cos he was the one who reminded me i want tu watch! HAHA!
But after he knew how the ghost looked like, he wasn't scared at all.
Richard and i were like concerned about how scared Minyi and Jerina was.
HAHA! He asked me 'you know which one is the ghost anot?'
I told him 'the one in the phone booth'
Then he was like 'no no its the one with the baby, the first girl'
I told him 'really meh?' then realised it is! HAHA!
I would grab/hit him each time i shock from the movie.
I will not be scared by horror movies. I will laugh! Told Richard then he
say 'eh eh me too leh, i will laugh one' HAHA! I found someone similar!
I kept laughing each time i see a disgusting / scary scene.
The part when the ghost showed up at the photographer's house, the flashing
image of the ghost and the photographers face, i kept laughing
Richard told me tu stop! HAHA!
Towards the end of the movie, there was the scene whr the male lead was dying
and he said sorry and he really loved the ghost
and Richard said 'want tu die alr still lying'
So i told him 'he learn from baby ma haha'
He told me 'eh what will you do if baby like that?'
So i just answered him 'orh nothing(:'
HAHA! I couldn't help but do nothing if it happens!
I got shocked by the 'Alice in the Wonderland' poster when i came out of the toilet
and MinYi said 'i know your weak point, shall watch that'
I was like 'No no no please!'
HAHA! It really looked like a clown!
And i was shocked by it three times!
Went tu MAc and i was damn giddy and headache!
Text tu Best Friend and at 10pm he was still doing proj in sch, no dinner!
I started tu spout nonsense and shock the 6 of them.
Debbie said i am drunk without alcohol! HAHA!
She took photos of me unknowingly la!
Took lots of pics with my beloved TWINNIE!
Richard kept standing up wanting tu go home i tell him
you stand up some more i kick you! HAHA!
Went home at ard 11pm with Teck Jin.
Really liked talking tu him! And guess what he suggest.
TJ: Eh let's watch alice in wonderland when it comes out
ME: Eh no no no please dun! I hate clowns
TJ: its not even a clown. Sth must have happen tu you that made you so scared.
Told him abt my childhood experience when i was just 7!
It has been following me for 10 years la!
He actually said i shld watch it tu overcome my fear! Idiot!
Next tuesday: Tooth Fairy Sweets! Cant wait:D
TJ and i really want tu do a movie marathon from morning tu night! :D