15 Jan 2010
Happy Birthday Bernyce!
School at 11am and wasn't feeling well in the morning alr.
Ate lunch and when i went tu LA class started tu feel pain in the stomach.
Went tu the toilet and vomit twice in a row.
Had no choice but went hme and rest.
Didn feel like finding replacement and since MinYi was working,
i went tu work at 5pm.
2-3 with MinYi<3 Our table was way in front=.= Homed at 11pm
16 Jan 2010
Work starts 10am. Wanted tu give my slot tu MinYi but she cant last min so i went myself. Wedding lunch. Did VIP with Aunty Bong Khek. Was like a maid for Felix early in the morning. Everything oso ask me do like i'm the only one who is working. Despite Fadhil telling him i have been going up and down, he send me tu take things w/o even awhile of rest>.< Guess that MinYi dun want tu work is cos of him and i'm right<3 HAHA! Nobody like working with him. Turn over and wedding at night. Door girls with MinYi:D <3! Home at 11 agn ):
17 Jan 2010
Damn suay today. Went tu work at 9am. I dunno when but my nail crack and cut my skin and bruise. Wedding lunch and some idiots cancel slots and nvr find replace. Cancel slot doesn't equate tu have replacement! Kim Hock started pairing ppl up and MinYi and i stood tgt. In the end, we were doorgirls and plus 1-2! Eric, Mum,MinYi and I 1-2 so we decide tu put trolley behind tu clear. Paste a note so ppl wont put theirs thr, Wedding at night too. Wanted the doorgirl table with MinYi. When ShiPing said 'choose ur own table' everybody run=.= I walk with MinYi tu the back and Eric ran and knock over a chair. I got hit by the chair, immediately felt sharp pain at my hip and back i couldn't stand up, MinYi couldn't hold me in time and i was alr squatting in pain. Couldn't help it, cried and Jane came over tu fan me. Everybody started crowding ard and MinYi shoo them away cos i couldn't breathe properly alr and they were still ard me. Thanks dear! Quite some time before i actually stand up, ShiPing gave me the R table. Couldn't do 2-3 with MinYi so she was with Eric. Doorgirl with HanWei instead. I had such a hard time calming down and breathing properly. And while adjusting the bride's gown, it was hell! Serve vege for Jerina's table and 1st & 2nd course for Richard and i couldn't take it after the 2nd march in, i assissted back area. Actually was supposed tu end at 1am but Mum was starting at 7am on Mon so had tu go hme at 11pm and with my hip injured, ShiPing wont let me stay too.
To that someone:
I dunno whether tu believe you alr after knowing you better now. You know that one reply you told me over the phone made me think so much and doubt the people around me whenever they ask me out? If its fake, you are so dead!
To my dearest MinYi:
Girl, I'm really grateful you make me realise something i never know.
I think i know who my true friends really are now.
You know almost all i really feel towards anybody, anything.
Think you are the only person whom i can talk tu whenever anything crops up.
And sorry for always causing you trounle when i get injured.
I rmb how you run from kitchen tu back area when you heard me fall.
How you always help me up when i fall. And how you would stand up for me when
i cant say things out myself cos of my mum.
THANKS for everything. Thanks for being part of my life:D
19 January 2010
12 January 2010
09 Jan 2010
Work momentum back:D HAHA.
Work from 9am and had tu do the Pigeon event>.<
In charge of refresh then after refresh went out tu clear.
Damn cramp cos of all the pregnant women>.<
Refresh with HuangZhen and Tamil when the break starts.
After refresh, went outside tu help with the clearing.
Felix scolded Richard for taking cups and not refilling the coffee and tea.
Like wth la, he dun have alot of hands tu do so many things at once.
The tea ran out, coffee running out soon. So i went inside and
help him make coffee and tea. That Chunlan just piss me off with her
stubborn character. Felix ask me tu make coffee and tea instead of clearing
cos it was more urgent and chunlan just interrupt and start making it too.
I wanted tu take all 4 pots out on a tray tgt and she just refuse.
And she took 2 pots and just went off. Pissed off with her ttm!
After the pigeon event started turn over even though i'm damn shag.
Clear the IBM for the guys tu push in and when i was shifting one table
away from the chair, the IBM tilt and fall, wanted tu hold it but too late
and it landed on my left foot>.< Bruised now wth.
Finally turn over for D&D at night abt tu finish,
Abdul ask the morning ppl tu go for break.
Ate alot of fishballs ( See the amt on MinYi's blg:D)
Went back up after break and ShiPing brief us tu show whr the 1-1 tables are.
He said choose table and everyone chiong la>.<
Tu the 1-1 of course. By the time i get tu move, thr's only 2-3 left.
SweeFong took the table i want( behind MinYi)
i went tu stood thr still and she look at me and said 'eh aunty choose this le'
I told her i want that table and she ask me chose another one.
I look at MinYi and i just straight away put my menu on the table:D
She said shiping say choose table ma she choose that one lo
I got so pissed i told her 'choose table oso must see you come what time,
morning i come damn tired you come 5 still want 1-1.
Abdul couldn't take it and told her come 5 still want 1-1 just shut up and go away la.
She went away(Y) and stood on the inside.
So happen Richard went thr and she ask him tu go away cos she chose that table
like again>.< I told Richard tu come out and take the table in front of MinYi.
Thank me! you got 1-1:D
My ears started tu hurt like needle pricking halfway thru the dinner
and its like when it hurts i cant hear a thing, only like the mic screeching sound.
Went home at 11 due tu some reasons. MinYi(you know i know la)
10 Jan 2010
Happy and not so happy day.
Morning
Wedding lunch
Supposedly 1-1 but that R table open so 2-3 with MinYi
2-3 finally after eons we've been waiting for!
Doorgirls:D As requested after we two told Abdul(:
ChunLan's 'son' pissed me off at the clearing area twice!
If i was doing 2-3 with MinYi, i would be clearin all the platter cos she
wont be able tu take heavy stuff. I cleared the plates and platter tgt
and he just stood there EATING and still ask me what i want>.<
Total bastard him!
Helped Richard and Steven's table serve quite a few dishes.
MinYi and i was like doing 2-5! HAHA.
But coordination with her was still good(: <3
Turnover for dinner at night. Set back own tables:D
Went for break and went back up.
Briefing and 1-1 for real this time:D HAHA.
Once again, Door-girl with MinYi<3
I saw baby chair at my table and know MinYi wouldn't want that so i took it.
Who knows in the end is ShiPing put wrongly, my table totally no baby!
Went tu take dry ice with Richard and i got a paper cut=,=
Bleed for quite awhile then stop. Soft skin according tu Tamil. HAHA
Solemnization and this bride have the longest train ever la!
MinYi help her tu flip it when she was abt tu sit and
the bride stare at her for doing it. See how you sit if she never flip it for you!
We two were like hoping and hoping she dun wear that for march-in
but she still did in the end. Total sian >.<
Shiping didn't let me extend );
Before i went back, cleared my table.
Shiping didnt let me extend so home at 11pm.
Work momentum back:D HAHA.
Work from 9am and had tu do the Pigeon event>.<
In charge of refresh then after refresh went out tu clear.
Damn cramp cos of all the pregnant women>.<
Refresh with HuangZhen and Tamil when the break starts.
After refresh, went outside tu help with the clearing.
Felix scolded Richard for taking cups and not refilling the coffee and tea.
Like wth la, he dun have alot of hands tu do so many things at once.
The tea ran out, coffee running out soon. So i went inside and
help him make coffee and tea. That Chunlan just piss me off with her
stubborn character. Felix ask me tu make coffee and tea instead of clearing
cos it was more urgent and chunlan just interrupt and start making it too.
I wanted tu take all 4 pots out on a tray tgt and she just refuse.
And she took 2 pots and just went off. Pissed off with her ttm!
After the pigeon event started turn over even though i'm damn shag.
Clear the IBM for the guys tu push in and when i was shifting one table
away from the chair, the IBM tilt and fall, wanted tu hold it but too late
and it landed on my left foot>.< Bruised now wth.
Finally turn over for D&D at night abt tu finish,
Abdul ask the morning ppl tu go for break.
Ate alot of fishballs ( See the amt on MinYi's blg:D)
Went back up after break and ShiPing brief us tu show whr the 1-1 tables are.
He said choose table and everyone chiong la>.<
Tu the 1-1 of course. By the time i get tu move, thr's only 2-3 left.
SweeFong took the table i want( behind MinYi)
i went tu stood thr still and she look at me and said 'eh aunty choose this le'
I told her i want that table and she ask me chose another one.
I look at MinYi and i just straight away put my menu on the table:D
She said shiping say choose table ma she choose that one lo
I got so pissed i told her 'choose table oso must see you come what time,
morning i come damn tired you come 5 still want 1-1.
Abdul couldn't take it and told her come 5 still want 1-1 just shut up and go away la.
She went away(Y) and stood on the inside.
So happen Richard went thr and she ask him tu go away cos she chose that table
like again>.< I told Richard tu come out and take the table in front of MinYi.
Thank me! you got 1-1:D
My ears started tu hurt like needle pricking halfway thru the dinner
and its like when it hurts i cant hear a thing, only like the mic screeching sound.
Went home at 11 due tu some reasons. MinYi(you know i know la)
10 Jan 2010
Happy and not so happy day.
Morning
Wedding lunch
Supposedly 1-1 but that R table open so 2-3 with MinYi
2-3 finally after eons we've been waiting for!
Doorgirls:D As requested after we two told Abdul(:
ChunLan's 'son' pissed me off at the clearing area twice!
If i was doing 2-3 with MinYi, i would be clearin all the platter cos she
wont be able tu take heavy stuff. I cleared the plates and platter tgt
and he just stood there EATING and still ask me what i want>.<
Total bastard him!
Helped Richard and Steven's table serve quite a few dishes.
MinYi and i was like doing 2-5! HAHA.
But coordination with her was still good(: <3
Turnover for dinner at night. Set back own tables:D
Went for break and went back up.
Briefing and 1-1 for real this time:D HAHA.
Once again, Door-girl with MinYi<3
I saw baby chair at my table and know MinYi wouldn't want that so i took it.
Who knows in the end is ShiPing put wrongly, my table totally no baby!
Went tu take dry ice with Richard and i got a paper cut=,=
Bleed for quite awhile then stop. Soft skin according tu Tamil. HAHA
Solemnization and this bride have the longest train ever la!
MinYi help her tu flip it when she was abt tu sit and
the bride stare at her for doing it. See how you sit if she never flip it for you!
We two were like hoping and hoping she dun wear that for march-in
but she still did in the end. Total sian >.<
Shiping didn't let me extend );
Before i went back, cleared my table.
Shiping didnt let me extend so home at 11pm.
05 January 2010
Not feeling very happy lately.
Some things happen. Some people know and some dun.
But again, it doesn't make any difference tu the matter.
To Minyi:
Girl, thanks for standing by always.
Even though you know sometimes what the outcome will be, you still listen
to me rant on about the matter. I hope you dun mind.
To YunDan:
I know you would most probably see this:D
No matter what happen, you know we are tgt.
It has always been, and will always be(:
Rmb i told you to have faith no matter what?
I know its hard but somehow i do you know?
Not because i feel its the same as before but i believe
that's what friends are for. True friends(:
I dun want it tu happen as much as you do but if it will
then i guess we will be twosome like before since its ok tu be.
To XXX:
Oh everytime i work, problems bound tu come.
Shifts, work
'Work when you can' this sentence came from you
'Cancel away this or that timing' it came from you too.
Wtf, if so dun tell me tu work in the first place ok?
Its not as if i didn't work till 3am before and its not as if i cant take care of myself.
Do you know how many restrictions i have whenever i work?
I feel so restriceted doing whatever things i want.
I understand that you wanna help me during work but the thing is i dun
want ur help most of the times because i dun want managers tu think i'm not doing a thing.
You know how much i hope you can just let go when i work.
It's like the simplest clearing you have tu do for me, then what am i capable of doing?
You said if i do 1-1 i shld bother abt myself and not help others.
Do you even realise i didn help Richard at all cos he told me not tu.
I was so damn busy with my own troiublesome table!
And I told you damn alot time 'I can do myself, ltr (whoever is the manager) thinks i not doing anything.
But again you didn listen. I understand why you help, i really do
but i dun want ppl tu think i have tu rely on you all the time.
And do you know that whenever work ppl ask a favour frm me, you happen tu see
you would ask me not tu help. Then what are work partners for if you cant help?
Moses ask me for a lil help, you saw and said no
and in the end, when moses wanted me tu clear glasses for him he said 'Dun tell ur mum
or not later she not happy with me' Do you know how pissed i was inside?
And Wenjie i helped him willingly, you thought he asked me too.
Everytime he wants tu ask me tu help him, he would look tu see if you were ard.
Everytime i do something, i have tu consider.
I seem like i'm such a unhelpful person as time goes.
I want tu help the ppl who are doing 2-3 when i have 1-1 but
i cant do it easily cos you would say no. WHY?!
Is it such a bother tu help ppl you are working with?
I want tu be able tu express my feelings PROPERLY and easily
but i cant cos even my language is restricted.
I hope you really see what the security are saying.
I feel its so damn true, but again how can i tell you how i feel?
Without you, i wouldn't even be able tu work much less feel all these.
But the thing is i dunno why everytime i want tu tell you how i feel
towards the ridiculous comments you say, i cant.
Because i know it would be useless and redundant.
At the end, i have tu give in tu you, do your bidding, make myself unhappy tu MAKE YOU HAPPY!
Why cant you just listen tu me for once!? Let me have my way for once!
I changed my slot for you fine,
This sat you want me cancel my slot AGAIN, why?
Cos you wanted tu go malaysia for shopping when again i want tu work.
You became irritated and decide tu use an angry tone, thinking i would again give in.
Luckily Dad has bowling in the morning, i didn have tu regret my decision of cancelling.
Lucky i didn start looking for replace tu cancel my slot.
I'm sometimes angry but have tu look fine tu please you so that you would not say
'Dun throw ur temper or not ltr ppl will say'
Wtf, if it was so freaking upset for me, i have tu (: ard everybody.
I endure alot, bear with it alot, swallow back all the anger i feel.
I dun like it, I Hate it! Seriously
Calm down calm down. I guess i need my cutie pies.
Only they are capable of making me smile truely happily.
cant imagine what i will do if they weren't here tu appease me.
ChenXi and his clumsy act, Dayna with her 'laugh at anything and everything' personality,
Phoebe's cries after the purposeful teasing of me and teacher rose.
Some things happen. Some people know and some dun.
But again, it doesn't make any difference tu the matter.
To Minyi:
Girl, thanks for standing by always.
Even though you know sometimes what the outcome will be, you still listen
to me rant on about the matter. I hope you dun mind.
To YunDan:
I know you would most probably see this:D
No matter what happen, you know we are tgt.
It has always been, and will always be(:
Rmb i told you to have faith no matter what?
I know its hard but somehow i do you know?
Not because i feel its the same as before but i believe
that's what friends are for. True friends(:
I dun want it tu happen as much as you do but if it will
then i guess we will be twosome like before since its ok tu be.
To XXX:
Oh everytime i work, problems bound tu come.
Shifts, work
'Work when you can' this sentence came from you
'Cancel away this or that timing' it came from you too.
Wtf, if so dun tell me tu work in the first place ok?
Its not as if i didn't work till 3am before and its not as if i cant take care of myself.
Do you know how many restrictions i have whenever i work?
I feel so restriceted doing whatever things i want.
I understand that you wanna help me during work but the thing is i dun
want ur help most of the times because i dun want managers tu think i'm not doing a thing.
You know how much i hope you can just let go when i work.
It's like the simplest clearing you have tu do for me, then what am i capable of doing?
You said if i do 1-1 i shld bother abt myself and not help others.
Do you even realise i didn help Richard at all cos he told me not tu.
I was so damn busy with my own troiublesome table!
And I told you damn alot time 'I can do myself, ltr (whoever is the manager) thinks i not doing anything.
But again you didn listen. I understand why you help, i really do
but i dun want ppl tu think i have tu rely on you all the time.
And do you know that whenever work ppl ask a favour frm me, you happen tu see
you would ask me not tu help. Then what are work partners for if you cant help?
Moses ask me for a lil help, you saw and said no
and in the end, when moses wanted me tu clear glasses for him he said 'Dun tell ur mum
or not later she not happy with me' Do you know how pissed i was inside?
And Wenjie i helped him willingly, you thought he asked me too.
Everytime he wants tu ask me tu help him, he would look tu see if you were ard.
Everytime i do something, i have tu consider.
I seem like i'm such a unhelpful person as time goes.
I want tu help the ppl who are doing 2-3 when i have 1-1 but
i cant do it easily cos you would say no. WHY?!
Is it such a bother tu help ppl you are working with?
I want tu be able tu express my feelings PROPERLY and easily
but i cant cos even my language is restricted.
I hope you really see what the security are saying.
I feel its so damn true, but again how can i tell you how i feel?
Without you, i wouldn't even be able tu work much less feel all these.
But the thing is i dunno why everytime i want tu tell you how i feel
towards the ridiculous comments you say, i cant.
Because i know it would be useless and redundant.
At the end, i have tu give in tu you, do your bidding, make myself unhappy tu MAKE YOU HAPPY!
Why cant you just listen tu me for once!? Let me have my way for once!
I changed my slot for you fine,
This sat you want me cancel my slot AGAIN, why?
Cos you wanted tu go malaysia for shopping when again i want tu work.
You became irritated and decide tu use an angry tone, thinking i would again give in.
Luckily Dad has bowling in the morning, i didn have tu regret my decision of cancelling.
Lucky i didn start looking for replace tu cancel my slot.
I'm sometimes angry but have tu look fine tu please you so that you would not say
'Dun throw ur temper or not ltr ppl will say'
Wtf, if it was so freaking upset for me, i have tu (: ard everybody.
I endure alot, bear with it alot, swallow back all the anger i feel.
I dun like it, I Hate it! Seriously
Calm down calm down. I guess i need my cutie pies.
Only they are capable of making me smile truely happily.
cant imagine what i will do if they weren't here tu appease me.
ChenXi and his clumsy act, Dayna with her 'laugh at anything and everything' personality,
Phoebe's cries after the purposeful teasing of me and teacher rose.
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