It's Monday tomorrow and yes it's been eons since I last posted on this blog. Graduation and prom was awesome spent with awesome people. The only thing i regretted was missing BFF Annie's Graduation Ceremony due to work. I really wanted to go:( Now that work is getting more and more stressful but easier to manage considering the fact that I've settled in, with the children, the workload, the parents and all. It had been a really good learning journey so far in the centre. It's like getting really hands-on things. Like meeting the parents to discuss about the first semester and planning for the upcoming concert on 11/11/2012 and it has really been much better than I expected. I never expect the children under my care to love me so much and I never expect the children that I'm not teaching to like me as well!. I remember during the June Holidays, Alyssa kept missing out on school because she was sad i lost my toe nail cos it broke after my K2 girl Jaz stepped on it accidentally. I can never forget the screams of the children calling out to me whenever I report for work. It's like motivation for an expected tiring day. When the clock strikes 5.30pm, I'll lepak and lie on the floor and they would also follow. To them, I'm like their teacher and their friend, sometimes they think I'm joking cos most of the time I'm playing with them. But now that they understand my pattern, they would obey and know when I'm getting angry and annoyed which is a good thing. I have a feeling my girls are becoming more and more vain like me, I'm not vain to an incorrigible extent, I'm just quite conscious of my own appearance, like if my hair is messy, if my clothes are properly adjusted, whether my makeup is smudged and that's about it. I love tying my girl's hair into cute little buns (ballerina bun they call it), braids (lizard tail they call it) or ponytails (pigtails they call it). Over time, I know what each of them like to eat, drink and even the fruits that they like, the hairstyle they like to have. I love giving them countless hugs because you can't give one without receiving one! Planting kisses on their cheeks and having them do the same. Even though till now I still can't get Yi Kai to hug me because this boy is so shy! After all the kiddy work talk, back to my kind of messed up as always social life. I love the parties that are carrying on~ Let's just say I stupidly change my lifestyle willingly for Daniel and then all I got was a motorbike accident that freaked me out. I met this bitch in Phuture and he was all nice (as usual) and I got to know and date him and realise he's such a mummy's boy (to me it's a good thing) and then I promised not to club, know guys etc etc, we agreed to meet for b/fast but i went clubbing the previous night and ruined the date cos I can't wake up. He enlisted and things went bad but for that one month 05/07-06/07 I didn't club, I waited to meet him. Friday nights, Saturdays and Sundays! I really rot at home waiting for him to ask me out. Yes stupid indeed but I was ready to settle. And then thinking about out of the little replies he gave, none of them was sincere in meeting. came to my senses, stopped texting, calling, tweeting to him etc. Deleted his contact and all. Hoping to bump into him in Phuture or any clubs again to get my 'revenge' well sort of la. I went all the way to look for him and got into a bike accident and suffered great cuts. Went to club the next day after i got injured and didn't get to bump into him. Well, someday. Can't wait for this Saturday because I'll be hitting the beach with the girls! Loving U~~~~

For Annie, 2011

Dedicated to that Lovely Princess<3
HAPPY 19TH ANNIE! <3<3<3<3
First thing, thanks for being there the whole time even though we can't meet up and talk often, you never fail to be there for me in good times and bad. It's the best thing that's ever happened to me to be able to meet you and be in the same class for four years and then get into the same poly which made meeting up easier.
This year started out supposedly good till I told you Kevin appeared and then I was happy and then bad things happen and you just stayed by me, like you always did. Hearing to me talk cos I called you first thing I broke up with him and then you were there over the phone at 2am listening to me speak about it. I really thank you for that and I really appreciate that girl. But it doesn't matter now cos I found my love and he found his. He's together with this girl Hannah, Fidelia's friend. HAHA! It's so coincidental I know. Hopes he treats her well though.
Then in April, you got to know from me that I met Jonathan from Phuture. Remember how we used to joke that he's my "future" guy! Turns out he just wants sex yo! HAHA! I still remember telling you all of this on the bus when we met by chance on the bus.
Then in June, when Flo Rida came to Singapore I told you to go with me and then I know that you have to celebrate your anniversary with Mervin! But I met Wilson at Butter. It's amazing how I met him. I wasn't expecting to dance with guys when I go, you know me and then I danced with him and we started from there. An after party at his friend's condo, played games and I liked him there. He's a taller version of me. As skinny and quiet. But I'm glad I found him and that he's different from all the jerks you know of.
Apart from all the guys talk, I really miss those times that we two just go out shopping and food and I still remember once when I was in a bad and i-wanna-eat-alot mood and I just texted you and we met at BPP and you went to eat a good deal of food with me before I go off to work. I like it that I can talk about everything and anything to you. You're a really valuable and lovely friend. I still have that big pink board you made for my birthday! I have it up on my desk. Remember you saw it when you came to my house being the very first friend I brought back to the new house!! HAHA! I really love you as a friend, a best friend, a girlfriend, a sister, a soulmate, everything you can think of. We may have some misunderstandings in the past. Sure it brought tears to our eyes, but at the same time we have endless smiles on our faces and endless laughter in our conversations always.
I remember you giving me a letter and presents when I was going to Xiamen and sending a text when you know I would be gone for 12 days to Turkey and telling me to take extra care of my weak body and my allergic skin and stomach. Never have I met someone so anxious about my health more than myself.
Right here, on this blog that only you can enter I would like to tell you HAPPY BIRTHDAY and THANK YOU and I LOVE YOU and I won't want to lose you even if someone paid me! It's the 7th year we have been friends! 4 yrs in sec sch and 3 yrs after up till now. 02 Jan rmb? Miss how we used to celebrate it and I still keep the two letters you wrote for me. This day, as you turn 19, I want to tell you that you have a friend who value you a lot(: I love you!

Dedicated to Annie ♥♥

Dedicated to Annie ♥♥




HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR!
August 17th,
Meeting you was the greatest thing in my life(:
I could talk tu you almost anytime and abt anything!
You know almost everything abt me.
You were the first one tu see my new house this year
way before anyone else did! :D HAHA!
The big board last year shock me ttm
and its standing proudly on the shelf on top of my
study table in my study room !
You turn 18, and i'm still not of legal age yet>.<
You taught me a lot, and let me know
what friends truly are. Secondary days were the best isn't it?
Hoping and hoping and in the end we did
enter the same class tgt for four years! (:
You always looked out for me, taking care of me in sch.
I missed those phone calls late at night
where we would both chat till both our mums shout at us!
6 years and still counting!
HAHA! Friends for 4 years and poly-mates for 3 years soon!
3 more years and it'll be 10 years!
I never regret knowing you, being more than just friends,
knowing more about you, confiding in you, crying in
front of you. I never forget all that you did for me.
Writing me a letter that brought me tears before
i go tu Xiamen, rmb which pair of shoes gives me blisters,
rmb what i like tu eat most, what i dun like/can't eat.
I rmb how you just randomly meet me up and went tu
eat a lot with me this year when i'm depressed,
Lastly, we share so may common interests,
food, music, idols etc...
I want tu meet up with you so much! ♥♥

I love you because you are such a wonderful friend.
I love you because you always laugh at my jokes.
I love you because you always care for me.
I love you because you're pretty.
I love you because you made me a GREAT birthday present!
I love you because you're my BFF
And I love you simply because YOU'RE ANNIE ♥♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
ENJOY YOUR 18th BIRTHDAY! ♥♥